What about now

Alright i just woke up from falling asleep on the sofa.I was uber tired.Slept halfway watching superbad at 4 in the morning and i got up at like 11.30 to go to town with jag. so happy i finally got to see her.When i'm with her i get to say the most stupidest things and it wouldn't even matter. Well finally realsiing that going to town broke is serioussly boring and furthmore it started pouring cats and dogs of all the days. So i was telling jag if i were to see someone i know would snag ciggs of them.While sitting and chatting outside fareast,my lifesaver walked past,Royston.Damn dude you're my life saver.So Royston and the two of chatted.Well i simaltenously chatted with both of them.Hahas.Oh i now know that mdis has shifted to queenstown.Damn my information that reachest me is quite slow.So got back around 7 to realsie that i couldn't access the net. So decide to game abit.Yeah to 2 new games that kok seng gave me.Crazy taxi and diner dash. I'm in love with gaming.Hahas!

Anyways i din go drinking with the gang last night. Firstly, i din feel like going and secondly i had a couple of stuff to do. I got my hair cut short like finally and i dyed my hair.This is the very first time that i'm in love with the turnout. So i've finally started watching One Tree Hill again. I just love watching every episode cause it makes me shed tears of the things that i feel. It's meaningful tears. I'm in love The cab. Their songs are awesome. Indie is my daily dosage of drugs.Laughoutloud! Oh and everyone must watch Juno cause it is an awesome movie.

Well thats about everything that i've wanted to say. I wanna go wat my fried rice and i missed cheerleading today cause my knee was hurting.Cheers!

If seconds heal the wounds I'll put these tips on you When faith is left to prove It's all you have to lose.
-The Cab

One of those nights

I seriously dun get wat she wants. I'm in skul and that she already make her happy.So many times have i wanted to drop out of skul. It's still at the back of my mind but i know i've been given a second a chance and i'll stay on.I'm destined for so much more. But she has to understand that my IGs get me to graduate without it i can just not go to skul at all.I was making her understand in the most reasonable tone and she screams at me and throws something at me. Like piss off. I'm tryin not to shout.If you dun want to pay for my skul then dun pay for it.I'll see how i stay in skul then. I find her the most unreasonable person in my life. I wanted to stay home tmr night just cause of her and she pulls me into this state.I'm defying and going to chill with my friends tmr. Cause seriously i try to make an effort to change but you just make me become defiant.This is one of those nights where i feeling like falling out but i'll put this all behind and forgot about negativity.I look forward to school and meeting my friends after that. This is what i'm here for not to live life for negativity.Well this is the inside of my life with my mum.It sucks to live with someone who is very unreasonable and doesn't want to listen first. Well i was born into this and it's meant to be an obstacle till i'm on my own two feet to face more of the othe problems in life. Like work and other stuff.Well thats the future and i'm tinking abit too far.So i shall leave it at here.Cheers.

I've been let loose and now I'm crawling up the wall
Word is I got away and now I must be caught

Don't leave, take it from me
I've been more than a king
I can't take that, I can't take that

I'm going crazy and I've been awake for days
My mirrors are stained with pain and portraits of your face

Don't leave, take it from me,
You're my dirty disease.

My flatlined inhibition is my ammunition
I'm just fighting to get by
Just give me some direction
I'll be your affection
How could you leave me behind?

I'm a mess and
Your words just give me time
To give you a waste of time
One of those nights
When you leave me for no reason
I'll give you a reason

[Brendon Urie]:
If seconds heal the wounds
I'll put these tips on you

I brought apologies, I've tried even a bouquet
Just to find out that my face had been replaced
Deceived, it was a breeze,
I was tossed to the street

I can't take that, I can't take that

My flatlined inhibition is my ammunition
I'm just fighting to get by
Just give me some direction
I'll be your affection
How could you leave me behind?

I'm a mess and
Your words just give me time
To give you a waste of time
One of those nights
When you leave me for no reason
I'll give you a reason
(x2)

[Brendon Urie]:
If seconds heal the wounds
I'll put these tips on you
When faith is left to prove
It's all you have to lose.

[Patrick Stump]:
I'm a mess and
Your words just give me time
To give you a waste of time
One of those nights
When you leave me for no reason
I'll give you a reason

I'm a mess and
Your words just give me time
To give you a waste of time
One of those nights
When you leave me for no reason
I'll give you a reason

p.s: The cab is amazing. should get their album.Indie is love.

Monsoon

I missed UT cause my body and mind have seriously lost communication.(absent myself from skul)
A confirm failed module is enterprise.
Han thanks for the website cause i'm officiallt calling myself a gamer.
Grand prix tycoon is awesome and so is pokemon and so is house of dead.
Drinking tmr? No i'm not. chilling with them still? Yes i am. Going for cheerleading?Yes i am.
Hahas.Self conversation.
Little miss random says:Cheers!

Killing in the name of

I just did like 50 push ups, 20 sit ups and a couple of stretches. I actually can do more sit ups but my stomach still hurts from yesterday. Probably tmr i would do more. The stomach will hurt less. So the reason why i've to do this everyday is cause of cheerleading.I have no arm muscles and i got to build up on those.Cause i have to put arm weight on myself during certain lifts.So i've been asked to do push ups at home.I'll increase by 10 each day.On sat and sun i will do a set of wat i just did in the morning and before i go to sleep. Well on sat got training in the morning so its already done.

I can't sleep now as willy told me that i got to go to bed half an hour after i've done my exercises.So i'm blogging now to keep myself company and i'll be painting my toe nails after this entry is done.

I gotta be up early as i got UT(Enterprise).I can't study for it cause i din download the 6ps. So screw it.As long not F i happy already.Hahas.Heard the enterprise grades are out already but this info is of no use to me. Cause i overslept on that day.WTH.

Justin asked me to run in semi circles.How random can that get? He asked me to put on weight but i can't cause i'm a hyper bunny and my metorbolism rate is high.Anand is still expensive boy and a demanding one as well.He owes me a box of Viceroy Mentol Light.Hahas.

Okay this is as random as it can get.I shall go paint my nails as the half an hour is coming to a closse.Cheers!

Amazing because it is

OMG! This internet connection just made an entire entry disappear.Now i've to re-type every single thing.Word by word.Well i'll do it.Watever i can rmb.
So i just got back from cheerleading like an hour ago.I'm gonna die if every PT is like how i went through for todays PT.Damn it. Met willy and walked out. Complaining about all the annoyance to each other.hahas. Well i need to wake up and go to skul. kok seng wants me there and Willy has no Eric.So i'm going skul.Furthermore, I saw mostly red when i saw my science.Can't afford that even though there is a grade.Since the faci seems to like me i'll try to be in class more often.
Anyways school was amazing.Firstly, It was enterprise and you know.Hot faci.Hahas.Secondly, Natt,Hot faci got us pizza hut and we all only came out with 4bucks each. I can't rmb when was the last time i ate pizza hut but the calories and fats was delicious.Thirdly,I got someone to keep me occupied in school as in online. Anand the expensive boy.Well he asked me to get him a PSP for his birthday and in return i asked him for a shopping spree for my birthday.Hahas. Well this random thing is seriously fun. So got online khaki already.hahas.
Well was watching house of dead 2 and seriously its awkward as i have the game in my lappy and all. It's an addictive game that improves your typing skills. Awesome much. I got addicted to pokemon again.Well gaming is fun as it occupies most of my time.Gaming love.
So well i'll leave it at here.Can't rmb if this was all i said.Oh yea. New blogskin for my blog soon.Hint: Its dope.So comments on it when its done.Cheers!

Far more

Damn it i forgot my shorts and now i gotta waste money and get one. cheerleading is a must go for me today.
I'm super tired and my eyes are closing in on me.
Kok seng wants me to be in skul tmr and its science.Damn it.
I'm officially going broke and dying inside.

Proof!

*screams* I seriously am starting to hate this place i call home.I always thought it would be a safe place to come to and where i can find comfort. But i dun find any of that. I just come home to little things that ge blown out of proportion. It's just really unreasonable things that become really huge matters.Words that are used just hits me at the right spot and it hurts so badly.But i put on a a strong face each time i come home. This is a feeling no one would want to feel.I'll just go to school and try to come home as late as possible cause it is really killing me day by day. I really don't want to do stupid stuff anymore.I've been putting those stuff away and i will.Cause using them just causes more problems for me not for the ppl around me. I'm seriously hating all of this but i'm strong.I find happiness in schoo with my friends and my friends who keep me happy. I just can't wait to go out and hang out cause it makes me forget all this awful feelings. I'm gonna keep myself occupied with the positive things in life and not the negative.

So put all the bad things of life aside. I went to skul at a proper timing today.Even though i was late.Well i was happy that it made to school at a time where i din miss the awesome documentary that we watched. You guys have to watch this documentary as well. It's called 'Capturing the Friedmans'. Another injustice that has not died. But i felt each one of them and how they felt.I almost cried at the end cause it was so sad. Words and phrases can change one when you watch it. It's not for the faint hearted or it is just for some who wants another true story that changed an entire community.Well it was fun today watching it for cognitve lesson and all.

Tmr is enterprise.Yeah! Hot faci.hahas. I got UT in the morning.Damn it but its cognitive so its alright.I'll have to rush to school to be on time. I wanna get through it and i have cheerleading training tmr.Yeah cause i dun need to be home early to a screaming house with problems that i dun want to hear about. I'll put all my negative energy into the training tmr.So yuppy.

Thats about it.Cheers!

updates!

This weeks update on the monaco race.The best race i've seen so far.Damn i love that circut.It's seriously a rad circut.The race was one of the most happening ones for sure.The positions of the drivers could not be decided till the last few laps.I seriously thought ferrari was going to take it this time but nope it was mclaren for P1,BMW for P2 and Ferrari P3.Stance said they never get top 3 at monaco but well they did. So its considered good.But i've not idea wat happened to raikkonena s he had his nose changed twice.Poor sutil.It wasn't his fault and he was out.He was on a run for a force india car it was good enought being 8th.Well kimi got 9th.hopefully the next race will be better.I can't find the proper results in the F1 website.So this is just the drivers rough standing.Righty then till the next updates.Cheers!

Elevator

I'm on a step up 2 hunt right now.Damn i need the movie.The final dance is dope man.Damn i just said dope.Have been into the whole hip hop dance shit.Well it was after watching the Adam sevani and jon chu online dance battle thing. Damn Adam sevani is good.The freestyling is amazing.How i wish i had the strength of a guy to do such breakdancing.But damn i had to be a girl and a skinny one.Screw that.
Anyways my body has lost communication with my mind.I have no idea why.I feel the tiredness in my body but the mind is fully awake.Why?And my body keeps me in bed and just doesn't wanna roll out.I've to be forced.This lead me to missing cheerleading which really sucks for me.I wanna be there and maximise my potentials of being a cheerleader.But i just had to oversleep. Seriously Knn.The dark cirlces are even worst.I dun even wanna look at myself in the mirror unless i have make up on. I hope i'm not at a point where i'm hating myself.Fuck this feeling that i'm feeling.
Last night at NYP was amazing.The NYP hip hop dance group opened the night and it was amzing i swear.Trella was next and my feet was tapping.Love them much. After them was some band who made their debut. The bassist was aaron's friend, can't rmb his name though but they were okay only.Then they had some other performances with DJ SHA coming on in between.I felt so dressed down for that event cause it felt like a club.We decided to head out of the hall as aaron wanted to smoke and we wanted to get out.So just hanged around and chit chatted.Went back in just in time for PLAINSUNSET.YEAH!. love them so much.They started of with 'Johari window'.Their new song from their album that drops in stores this coming monday.They've been signed by universal.How amzing is that.After which they played 'photo of us' and 'Girl on queen street'.I love 'girl on queen street'. Screaming to the lyrics and just dancing to the music is what i love.It is seriously the most unexplainable feeling that you feel when you watch plainsunset.They performed a couple more songs such as 'the river song' and i can't rmb the rest.Left straight after as i had to head home.Damn NYPs jam and hop was amazing.Why is RPs like shit?
Saturday was off to see fara with edmund and Ruth.
Well that was my weekend.Sunday will be waking up late for sure.I think mum will be waking me up cause i just can't get up on my own anymore.I really want this feeling to leave me.So there is F1 in the night. Qualifying results i'm happy with as massa is Q1 and Raikkonen is Q2.That makes me happy.The only highlight for my sunday will be F1.So yup that is about it.Gonna watch one tree hill ep 7.It's just addicitive especially when u're feeling shitty.So well.Cheers!

The things that put a smile on my face

English and European champions of 2007/2008
Indian rulers!
Random love!

Bounce

Damn i'm having butterflies in my stomach and it was after watching GG.Damn!Okay i'll stop with the damn.

This entry shall be damn random cause i just feel damn happy.There i go again.Maybe i'm happy that Man utd are officially the best in europe and england.Well there is the club worldcup and if they do win that then it will be that they are the best in the world.But then again its world and it will for sure be hard.Enough with soccer biatch.Yea i know.

I wasn't in skul today.Sleeping at 5.30 isn't a good thing and trying to get up at 7,8 or 9 is pretty bad.It will never work, though it has worked for me.But i din feel like going.Damn i'm slacking in poly that ain't good.The slacking mode has got to be turned off.Hopefully it will be before sem 1 cause i can catch up in sem 2.School is love!That is something that i'll keep saying till the slacking mode is off.Laughing out loud!

Tmr after skul i'm off to NYP.gonna watch plainsunset.YEAH! Finally my gigging days are here.Thanks to the school tour thing that is going.Mum has started complaining but do i sound like i care.No i dun cause it is beautiful music that i'm gonna be hearing.Which is love.Meeting han and grace and its awesome music.

We bummed into amin and lavin at kovan when were going to get dinner.(Well i din get any in the end).So we sat and chatted cause its been ages since i saw amin. It was those crimal fun days that i seriously miss. Our conversations got pretty weird after some time cause the stuff we spoke about was either just too nasty or random.Hahas.So i was happy that i got to bum into him.

So yesterday someone asked me to text him the results once the game was done.Well i did update him after the long match. I was really abit pissed off at his reply.He said 'Alright sweets, go and sleep!' Come on,We've got nothing and that was then. As a friend i dun wish u calling me such stuff. These are boundaries that have to be taken.But i din reply or say anything the whole of today. I just wanna let it go and act as if that msg was never delievered.I can't afford players and i know once a player always a player.

So anyways this random entry is just wat i am Little Miss Random.Laughoutloud! Abit of here and there would make everyone happy.Alritey then cheers.

Highlights of the perfect match

First half:

26'
GOAL! Ronaldo!

Wes Brown floats in a delicious ball to the back post, Ronaldo leaps unchallenged and finds the bottom left hand corner for his 42nd goal of the season. Game on


45'
GOAL! Lampard!
Chelsea have floundered through this half, they've been dominated in every department but as they move downfield Essien smashes in a shot, it ricochets into Lampard's path and he lifts it over VDS and into the net. 1-1!

Half time! Crikey, hardly time to catch our breath towards the end! The story of the half is basically this: United have been by far the better side but Chelsea have got lucky right at the death. It should be a cracking second half..

Manchester united 1(ronaldo 26) - Chelsea 1(Lampard 45)

Second Half:

54'
Essien turns the tables on Ronaldo! He breaks down the right, sells Ronaldo a dummy and then shoots left-footed. The ball sails over which is a tragedy for Chelsea because Van der Sar had slipped and any shot on target would have beaten him!

58'
The momentum has definitely shifted towards Chelsea in this half. They must have had a rocket from Avram Grant at the break

78'
Drogba has hit the post! He hits a right foot curler which beats VDS all ends up but cannons back off the woodwork! What an effort!


87'
Giggs replaces Scholes and in doing so breaks Bobby Charlton's long standing appearance record for Manchester United. A bit of history in the Champions League final. Super stuff.

92'
The full time whistle! We go into extra time...

Extra time:

98'
Lampard has hit the bar! Ballack fed him in the area, he spun and hit it left footed and the ball has smacked back of the underside of the bar!

103'
What a clearance from John Terry! Evra gets round the back, commits the keeper and feeds Giggs who thought he had scored before JT somehow got a block in! Unbelievable!

105'
That was incredible defending from John Terry. He was only a few yards away from Giggs - who had the whole of the goal to aim at - but he managed to get his head on the rising shot and divert it over the bar for a corner

113'
United have a spell of possession but it goes nowhere, as the rain begins to lash down in the Luzhniki Stadium. That might make things interesting.

120'
A big shoving match ensues after Chelsea failed to give the ball back to United after the Reds had booted it out. Tevez is in the think of it, Vidic goes nuts and Drogba gets a red card! what?! My word! Where did that come from?!

Penalty shoot outs:

Tevez scores 1-0

Ballack scores 1-1

Carrick scores 2-1

Beletti scores 2-2

Ronaldo misses 2-2

Lampard scores 2-3

Heagreaves scores 3-3

Ashely cole scores 3-4

Nani scores 4-4

John terry misses 4-4

Anderson scores 5-4

Kalou scores 5-5

Ryan giggs scores 6-5

Anelka missses 6-7

MANCHESTER UNITED ARE EUROPE CHAMPIONS AND ENGLISH CHAMPIONS FOR 2007/2008

Let me break free

Damn coming home always is a pain. I wish i can never step in to this house.It's always screams that i hear.My feelings don't matter anymore.It's all cause of a past that i never wanted.I confess i lost control and i know i'm much better now.But the people whom i live with dun see that anymore.Which really kills me inside.I've said this too many times in this house,"I wish i could never come home."I know i'm gonna be in tears but i've promised myself way too many times i will not have a downfall in life anymore.I'll keep to it today and from now on as i never wanna break promises anymore.I know deep down i'll be hurting terribly but than this life will never be perfect and there will never be anything such as that.My smile will always be fake as inside i'm always crying and regetting everything.Changing yourself doesn't matter in this house anymore.As long as i know i've changed i'll stay happy at that.If not i would not be here anymore.

Screw all that i'm feeling.It was han's birthday and we gave him a surprise.Well after UT i left school and crashed Fel's place.Damn the house of dead has got us hooked.Like some gamers sia. laughoutloud!Damn my slacking is pretty bad and i wanna graduate in year3 not 4.Anyways so sadiq crashed fel's place as well after some stuff he had to do.We lazed around and left at 6 to go compass to meet the rest.Due to some screw ups we ended up at compass at 7.Darn you guys.hahas.So checked out han's whereabouts and bought the awesome cake.Got to his and we surprised him.After the surprise birthday we went under the block to slack.Okay really makes us sound like something.But then we ended up camwhoring.hahas.It was awesome.Love you han.

I guess having too much of fun can really kill someone inside.I've understood the concept of too much fun.It neutralizes with too much sadness.I'll fight it.I know i've got people around to talk to.Love you guys much again.Cheers to this suckish home.

Kindly Unspoken

As high as the moon
So high were my spirits
When you sang out my name

And coming from you
It was enough just to hear it
Oh, it rang like the bells did today

But even the sturdiest ground
Can shift and can tremble and let us fall down…

Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words
It’s lucky I’m clever
Cause if I didn’t know better
I’d believe only that which I’d heard

In the days of my folly
I followed your lead
Did what Simon Says to do

But I won’t let melancholy
Play me for a fool
Oh, no I’m on my way somewhere new

And as far as your lack of something to say
Well, to tell me goodbye there was no better way

Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words
It’s lucky I’m clever
If I didn’t know better
I’d believe only that which I’d heard

Bridge:

So don’t keep me up till the dawn
With words that’ll keep leading me on
I know much better than to wait for an answer from you

Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words
It’s lucky I’m clever
If I didn’t know better
I’d believe only that which I’d heard

Private James Francis Ryan

I feel like i'm suppose to say something but its stuck in my head and it wouldn't come out.I did it again last night.Everything that i wantd to type in this box was typing in my head when i watched another movie close to what i've decided to see in this world.INJUSTICE.
I saw too many things and i wouldn't want to feel what i felt when i saw that movie.Cause that is a feeling you only get when you understand what is really meant by injustice.I've seen people who who care for themselves and i know i was one of them before but now i try to help,change or do something in anyway possible.But don't forget i still have a bitch side to me.hahas.I think people know that you don't piss me off.Well i haven decided to make enemies yet but i have made some.But then again they chose to be my enemies and miss out on being my friend. Hahas.Okay i know self-praise.We're all filled with that aren't we?
Anyway today i finally got to sleep till late.My body decided to stay in bed not like the days before.My mind is so tired but my body doesn't want to stay in bed more.Damn you!Hahas.Back to school tmr which is awesome.Staying at home is making me more sick.Even though i've gotten better.This week enterprise starts of the week.Yeah!Hot faci.laughoutloud! Wednesday is a special day.Not gonna say why.But i got culture UT damn it.That will be the only unspecial thing for that day.So screw it.
Oh and one tree hill season 5 episode 2 is gonna be on my lappy soon.Hopefully by tonight.Yeah.Lets say CHEERS!

Breaking and Entering

I feel like every single thing that i've always wanted to type in this box has been written in my head. I write it from every thing that i experience such watch and listen.It all means something to me.Why is it that i've never written anything that has not already been thought of?another question that will be left to be pondered upon.
Have been watching movies and drama series this past 2 days and today has been no different. So i watched breaking and entering last night.Damn how amazing would it be if a men character such as will francis walked into my life.Things would be how i want them to be.Honesty.I love that from a guy.Other than a men such as him walking into my life.The movie i would say is 2 thumbs up.A movie you should watch if u wanna cry and to just feel.
I finally got to catch gossip girl episode 17.Yeah!four words for this episode.Georgina is a bitch.
Oh and i've said that i got hooked back to one tree hill.Well i'm at season 5 episode one.How much one tree hill has made me think about life.I love how they put what they are going through in words.It's like poems that you always want to hear and you can just play it over and over again.
Quotes,Metaphors,poems and different ways of putting life into words.Oh our most favourite way that we always hear about life.LYRICS!yea.hahas.
Okay this post is damn random i know.But i'm putting my randomness into words and things i wanna say.So tonights movie is Saving Private Ryan.Blood and tears are sure to be shed.So this is to the wasted blood and tears.Cheers!

All these lives

Doesn't come down when she calls.

It's time for breakfast.

Momma can't get down those halls fast enough to see

Glass is sprayed across the floor from the broken window.

She can't breath anymore.

Can't deny what we know.



They're gonna find you, just believe.

You're not a person; you're a disease.



All these lives that you've been taking,

Deep inside, my heart is breaking.

Broken homes from separation.

Don't you know it's violation?

It's so wrong, but you'll see.

Never gonna let you take my world from me.

The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,

But you ain't comin' in.

You ain't comin' in.



Posters hung on building walls

Of missing faces.

Months go by without the cause,

The clues, or traces.



They're gonna find you, just believe.

You're not a person; you're a disease.



All these lives that you've been taking,

Deep inside, my heart is breaking.

Broken homes from separation.

Don't you know it's violation?

It's so wrong, but you'll see.

Never gonna let you take my world from me.

The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,

But you ain't comin' in.



Shed the light on all the ones who never thought they would become

A father, mother asking why this world can be so cold.



Doesn't come down when she calls,

"It's time for breakfast."

The memories begin to fall.

She asks, "When will I be free?"



All these lives that you've been taking,

Deep inside, my heart is breaking.

Broken homes from separation.

Don't you know it's violation?

It's so wrong, but you'll see.

Never gonna let you take my world from me.

The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,

But you ain't comin' in.



All these lives that you've been taking,

Deep inside, my heart is breaking.

All these lives that you've been taking,

Deep inside, my heart is breaking.

All these lives that you've been taking,

Deep inside, my heart is breaking.

The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,

The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,

But you ain't comin' in

My love

Hallelujah to booze!

So my post was very political yesterday cause i watched motorcycle diaries.I feel like re-watching it.Darn it!
Anyways,so yesterday we din go to bugis.We ended up visiting Fara.I'm satisfied that i finally got to see her after so long.Love her much.
So after visiting her.The twins,ed,diq and me went down to gardens to chill.I told my self that i wasn't no to drink and i was to keep it at that.But when we sat at happy days and edmund went 'Can we get a jug of magaritas and 12 tequila shots?' I was like u got to be kidding me. 12 tequila shots? He was like 3 for you and i'm like wat the hell. I can't even handle one.But i'm shocked i had a glass of lime magarita, 2 tequila shots,breezer,Whisky and some other alcohol that i couldn't rmb.I only managed high and not drunk but the hangover sucked.Puked in the midst of my sleep.I'm not going to drink the next time and its a promise .I gotta make it for cheerleading every sat. I wanna do many stunts and not be scared of flying.If i'm a flyer then i'll be screwed.Anyways even if we're meeting up every 2 weeks once for booze,then i'm going non-alcohol the next time.I gotta save up as well.
Okay i stole breaking and entering from my uncle's com and i'm gonna watch it.Enjoy the pics.Cheers!
"You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream." - C. S. Lewis

Ernesto Che Guevara

Watching the motorcycle diaries really inspired me today.That was what we did in class. Watching the injustice that i saw through the movie.Really let me know the hardship that people are going through out there. Many quote of the movie also meant something to me.This are the types of true stories that leave an impact on me. Yup its the true story of Ernesto Guevara de la Serna(che guevara) and Alberto Granado. Even though it was in spanish it meant something to me. The revolution in latin america. Yep the sufferings of the world and he people who deal with it. As travellers they got to see and witness all of this. They changed by the end with inspirational speeches along the way and the death that was about to come among certain people.
"Yes, it's really fucked up, but we have to fight for every breath and tell Death to fuck off."
A quote from the Ernesto Che Guevara and it is even more inspirational to me cause if the sick can say fuck death then i will be able to not think of it.
"We believe, even more after this journey, that the separation of America in false and uncertain nationalitiesis completely fictitiousWe are a single mixed race, from Mexico to the Strait of Magellan So, trying to free myself from any nationality load"
This was a part of his speech that he give about the many things that he saw.It's filled with politics but what the hell.We live in politics everyday don't we.Every day every min and every sec.Well i have one last thing that really hit me.
"Is a piece of two lives taken in a moment when they were cruising together along a given path With identity of aspirations and a conjunction of dreams Was our vision too narrow, too partial, too rushed?Were our conclusions too rigid?Maybe......but that aimless roaming through our enormous America has changed me more than i thought I am not myself anymore At least, I’m not the same inside"
This was something Alberto said and it really hit me.If i opened my eyes to realise the injustice then would i really appreciate this world better?Conclusions we make have to always be analysed i feel. I have been making analytical conclusions recently and i feel better inside and what i make of myself outside.It really has helped me and hopefully its a way for me to stay out of trouble.I wil take all the injustice and feel more from now on.
Basically this is a review of the movie so watch it.It will change you if you want to be changed.Cheers!

Getting some pokemon loving

I managed to drag myself to school today. The idea that i have to make it for UT was one of the main reasons.I thought i was on time and then i saw kai sheng walking towards the traffic light and then i knew i was late.I was 15 mins late.Like ah...Well even if i had that 15 mins it wouldn't have mattered cause it was computing and mathematical method. The codes and the whole game design thing is really not my thang.Laughoutloud! School was fun today even though it was culture.Wah the laughing till i was literally cryin with tears.It was really one of those awesome days.Eventually i got so tired from all of that laughing and crying simultaneously.Thats what willy said i was doing.Now i'm just dead.Hahs.Anyway i got this pokemon gameboy game from my cousin.Its the emerald version and i can't remember when was the last time i actually played pokemon.But it has gotten me hooked.Damn!Hahs.Even Kai sheng asked me to send it to him.But too bad u gotta wait for it.Hahas.Oh John mayer is my new love currently and story of the year's new album is filled with aesomeness.Damn i love my music.No drinks tmr night as i haven saved enough.I NEED A JOB.Yes i'm screaming that.Cause the cash needs to flow in the bank.Yea.hahas.Are u dragging urself to school tmr?Yes i am.Maybe i might awaken abit late.Hahas.Cheers!

The game of life

Every shot that is thrown to us in life we can never let it drop.It is like a game.Every shot has to be made before we can achieve ur goal.I never understood the heartache in life before.But now i just feel like i understand eveything too quickly.But then i think it is for the best that i've understood all this unwanted things.It has given me a reason to stay away from the unhealthy things in life.Well once in awhile i may wanna enjoy abit and let lose but i've learnt to know what i really want and just forget about ever thinking of the unhealthy things that i know is gonna harm me.I think the best thing that ever happened to me is for that particular person who just walked into my life and decided to leave when he wanted.It hasn't harmed me and i just thought how people can be selfish and just think of wat they want and never know if they were gonna harm another in the process.I dun even give a fuck even if it was a game.I would have preferred if u had said it to my face instead of being balless and having me hear it from others.This has showed that people are judging u and it isn't good.If people judged me and i got good from it then it would mean something to me but if is bad i would change.The different tatics we gotta use to know how to live our life.It really is a game that we live in.Our halftime is when we realise we need a change and we become different in the second half.We have changed the tatics in the game.Damn i love how i've understood life.I'm gonna aspire to write a novel on life with life experiences.Then everyone would know i'm for real.

Anyways i made my absence in skul today.Din feel like going besides it was science.I'm screwed cause i forgot to submit my RJ yesterday.And right now i'm hooked to one tree hill all over again.Even though i'm watching from like the end of season4 and i still understand.I've always loved one tree hill it gives me a reason to cry and understand life better.Anyways i'm getting ep17 of GG.Yeah!cause i've been trying to get it like the whol of yesterday and i couldn't.but anyways i can't wait to know wat happens with the whole serena thingy.Oh please stop me from getting fags tmr cause i need the money for drinking on friday.I need a job and i can't wait to see han on saturday cause he is coming to skul for floorball.Yeah!Alritey.Cheers.

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems
Better put them in quotations

Say what you need to say (8x)
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you’d be better off instead
If you could only

Say what you need to say (8x)
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You better know that in the end
It’s better to say too much
Than never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

never wanna go home

Suddenly the place i call home doesn't feel like one anymore. It just isn't the place to live in anymore. Just to see what goes on in this house kills me inside. I'm so sick and tired and i want to go tell myself "I wanna go home".But i can't even bring myself to think of that.I don't feel warmth and much love in her anymore.It just saddens me. I feel like the things provided are lessening. No one cares even if i am sick or if I'm not even here.It doesn't matter i realise. I see that my well being has suddenly been forgotten. What happen to all the care i felt when i got out of the hospital last year.I realized that i may have just lost my respect due to my stupid doings. The many things that I've done to pull myself down and maybe my mum as well.I really love her for understanding that I'm at a point of my life that i wanted to have fun but i just ended up having too much fun.But it pains me to see that I've lost the respect that i used to have with her.As a daughter and as being the eldest i haven brought pride in anyway.I'm feeling all this as well.I try to change but i dun understand why I'm not changing my old behaviors. I've really got to put men aside from my life.Cause they are really the ones who cause the downfall in me.I finally realize that.Right now,I'm thankful to be on my feet after all that I've gone through. I promise it'll harmless fun without men from now on.The last fun with men that i had has gone and i promise nothing with.I should have trusted my gut instinct when i said 'his another player'.I was proven right.Stick to your instincts rev.Cheers.

Picture blog

As promised the picture blog today.I got a little surprise after skul as i found out that trella was performing.So the more the merrier.Love much.

Everything is meant to be broken

Seriously the body is turning in on me.The head,the nose and the body.Ah....much again.hahs. Well anyways i'm sitting in class doing nothing basically.The UT went awesome on my terms that it is.Like i said 'Fuck it' in my head.Cause it is science.Then there is the science module tmr that i gotta stick through for the whole day.Damn i can't wait for friday.That is if i can keep money aside for drinking this friday.Haven drank in ages.I really can't recall when was my last time.Out with the old clique just drinking and not caring wat the world thinks about us. That would be wonderful.
Willy told me something that made me smile. Last friday apparently Eric saw the guy.And he went'JERK'.Willy was like 'wat' and Eric was lik'You cannot see.I am a jerk is written on his forehead'.That really has made my day.Knowing friends will always stick by u even when u're not there. I'm uber high today.No idea why though.No pills and on an empty stomach i can be high.I guess it is the sickness that make sme high.Weird much.
So i'm back from lunch.I left this hanging in the midst and left to have smokes and food.FRied rice i had.Much love for fried rice.Anyways kok seng is bugging me for comment.So i shall give him one.I'll put up a picture blog later on.As i haven recieved them.Cheers.


"There are 10 men in me and I do not know or understand one of them." - Carl Sandburg

Daily inspirations

Each day i wake up and inspirations always feel me.It's either cause of the many things that i see differently now. I saw it differently then and now that i've matured with the so many things that i've gone through.I'm writting this entry with a tissue in my hand and with tears in my eyes.It sounds like some sob story but i'm not crying,I'm just sick. I feel even more sicker then yesterday.The throat is still soaring, the nose is still running, the head is aching and now the body is heating up.Damn! I rest the whole odf today.Was in bed till 4.30.I am just lack of energy. I'm going to bed early tonight as i've got UT tmr and the leo crashes on me.I dunno how to get the 6P's now.But its science even with the 6p's i'm sure to fail cause of my sickness.Anyways back to inspiraions. I feel that now i'm seeing things diffrently, from a diffrent perception. I feel that i'm growing up and yes i am.4 more months till i'm 18.Can't wait. Guys will always be a part of my life. THey'll walk in happily do wat they want and leave and i mean hurt me.But recently it just din work. That are the signs of me understanding that life will suck at certain point of time. We have to take it as it shows us that life will never be perfect and by experiencing this it will let us not perfect our mistakes but learn from them.So well yup.My inspirations of the day.

Anyways i'm still happy that man utd are the champions of england and then it's full throttle to moscow and hopefully they'll be the champions of europe.hallelujah to that.So must be in school tmr.Early waking up and making it for ut tmr.Cheers till my next inspirational writtings.

updates!

I said tmr but wat the hell since the results are so obvious.
I'll start of with F1 as it was earlier on. Massa 1st,Hamilton 2nd and kimi was 3rd.This meant ferrari still being on top.Yeah! BMW is still second and third is mclaren.Awesome much.So that is the results for the turkish grand prix.
Now my most happiest moment.Man utd are the league title holders for 07/08. They beat wigan 0-2.So this means confirm win and the game just ended.Trophy presentation soon.No pics of the team with the cup that means.I'm so happy.Smiles for the whole day tmr.Almost forget the goal scorers,Cristiano ronaldo(33 mins) and ryan giggs on his 758 match appearance(80 mins).YEAH!The joy i feel now only the man utd fans can feel.hahas.
Off to bed.CHEERS!

Hot steamy waiter

I'm ain't feeling well.My throat is soar, my nose is running and the head is aching. I still dun give a damn and eat donuts and choc rum ball.So bad for the throat but sweets and chocs make me happy.Must be from last night, all those soft drinks.But damn that waiter was hot.Ah....much. laughoutloud.
Anyways i've to be in skul tmr as there is a seoul garden treat from my very hot enterprise facilitator.Hahas. I'll be in school no matter wat.It's cause of the people around me that make me happy.Well there will be that one person that i dun wish to see.But showing my unhappiness would show that he has won and i won't ever let that happen.Cause i am stronger and i'll keep saying that cause i am. I feel so good saying all this things cause well i really feel all those things.And i really dun understand just one thing that i'm feeling now is why the wanting of that old relationship.I mean he may be happy with someone new and i doubt the old friendship woud even be possible.But i guess first loves are always like that they never leave u cause you had the most during those times and that was when u realised someone could actually love u and u could love someone as well.Well all of that is gone now and i'm the one who is wanting it not him.As i said before this are all desires that we just fantasize about.Back to reality.
So tonight are almost all the last matches of EPL and the race in turkey is tonight as well. Ferrari will win and i know that man utd will take the title today as well.So updates tmr on all the victories that put a smile on my face.Cheers.

Picture blog

Untrustworthy animals

Gosh his inspirations has become my inspirations in life.Words can really change someone for sure.This person isn't someone special.It's my good old friend and current life mentor,Sadiq.

Many things that i've realised from his words is that he states the truth about how he feels. And i guess i have been lately.Emotions cannot be hidden and we show them in different ways.Words,tears,music and etc.I've shown mine in words and tears.Those are the good things.I've shown my emotions through harming myself in the past but i realise that showing it in this unhealthy way makes it as bad as it already is.I'm learning and i'm staying away from all this unhealthy stuff.I learn to show my emotions and if only i speak then will this die down.I've spoken and i feel way better.Thanking around.

Anyways I've been seriously loving the relationship that i lost to my dumbness. It was only after this relationship that i have lost all trust in men.A feeling that getting the old ways would change everything. But i know this is reality that we live in and what i say is all desires.Desires is what we always want but can never get unless we work for them.So this is the many desires in my life.I miss those and i think i miss you.Cheers.

Realists[Theory of truth]

Well gut feelings are always right but the reason was never known and i came out.I got the truth but we'll never know if it really is but at least all the unsatisfactory feeling is gone.That is the happiest part of it all.I've to thank people firstly sadiq and willy were people who could say everything to.And they let me know everthing is bound to be alright and i shouldn't think so much.I can't believe i cried to willy today morning.But it was good.Letting everything out.I gotta thank denise for the heart to heart today.Really let me look at guys in a diff way.Cause of her i'm gonna be very careful.A player who knows his game.Like seriously fucked shit but i am gonna watch my every move.I really see that i've grown to be a sensible person but still the things i do gotta change. Mum even said i was an analytic person. I was taken aback but i'm a realists.I realised that after today.I'm not a constructivists.I hate those people.I was once one.Anyways i loved all the hugs today as well.The made me felt that i was cared for.Seriously starting to love my surroundings,meaning the people around me.Yep so this is my happy life.Cheers.

P.S:To the person who called me today asking if i was alright.Seriously i am alright. I'm not saying it to make me feel in that way but i really am inside and out.If i wasn't i would have started using my drugs last week already.I'm seriously stronger and i know how to control my emotions better.Suituations such as this are nothing to me.I think i've dealt with worst.But i really appreaciated the call.

Gut feeling

Really my days are filled with shitty happenings and hearings.I just had this gut feeling from last night and it still has left me. Did he block me from msn?His way of avoiding me, i guess.It's just a real bad feeling that really sucks. And i come to find out today from a source that is my secret,that his a player with game.I knew a guy that look that good couldn't be trusted.And let me say i'm not thrash talking here.Seriously its fucking facts face it. Like fuck!I just feel like screaming that out all day.My went so heavy after hearing that unwanted news.It really sucked feeling that feeling all over again.I hate it.AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHhh..............Damn it! Tmr i'm gonna have a heart to heart with my secret source that i shall not name.I think she is my only hope with the truth.Men they will never be trusted and never can be.But then gain there are a few who are really the nice ones.See i ain't thrash talking men.I've seen how nice they can be but i dun understand why they choose to be such fuckers in life.C'mon treat a lady right and u'll get things that u want.I know since i'm...ahem.....Well anyways my point my days are fucked with men.
Conclusion: His either not online cause his out or he blocked me and the stupid programming is fucked.So i wouldn't know if he blocked me.KNNBCCB.

Morals

"To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy garden patch...to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded." - Ralph Waldo Emerson.

unique individual

I'm in school and in class.Weird blogging in class.I never do that.But well something happened that makes me feel partially happy and maybe sad.I'm not sure bout the sad part but i dunno why but i felt happy. Well we've decided to take things slow cause i was saying yesterday that i din know what he wanted.Eventually he found that the pace was fast as well..So taking things slow.I think the sad part is that no one has ever held me in their arms like he has.Which i'm gonna miss cause being in the arms of someone again just felt so good.Really loved it when he held me.Damn!Well this is the lifes we live.I gotta do my rjs and evaluations and quiz.So bubye.


7/5/2008 2:38:07 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue what you wanted to tell me?
7/5/2008 2:38:33 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur erm....
7/5/2008 2:38:43 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur i'm gonna be damn straight forward
7/5/2008 2:39:02 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur do u really wanna be with me?
7/5/2008 2:39:37 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue as in be your boyfriend?
7/5/2008 2:39:46 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur erm...
7/5/2008 2:40:10 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue ?
7/5/2008 2:40:14 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur as in watever we are now
7/5/2008 2:40:26 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur i also have no clue what we are
7/5/2008 2:40:28 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue (=
7/5/2008 2:40:28 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue dont you think we're going too fast?
7/5/2008 2:40:36 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue we hardly know one another
7/5/2008 2:40:58 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur yup i know
7/5/2008 2:41:22 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue wanna like slow down?
7/5/2008 2:41:42 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur erm...
7/5/2008 2:41:44 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur yup okay
7/5/2008 2:41:57 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur it also seems that we are hardly hanging out and all
7/5/2008 2:42:00 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue (=
7/5/2008 2:42:20 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue yeaa
7/5/2008 2:42:36 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue because whatever it is, i dun wanna get into a relationship anytime soon, so yea..
7/5/2008 2:42:51 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur me too
7/5/2008 2:44:39 PM Liqueur I wanna play the game of tongue (=
7/5/2008 2:44:54 PM I wanna play the game of tongue Liqueur okay awesome

Liqueur-him
I wanna play the game of tongue-me

The tongue game

I've been feeling my worst this past few days.I finally brokedown last night when i couldn't find my drugs.Like fishing hell.Really the whole relationship thing is scaring me damn badly.We haven had us time in like 3 days.He seems to be more with his friends then spending time with.I've been putting the effort.Where is the effort from the otherside?This was what i feared from the beginning.THe love thing i'm still scared of.I'm not ensured if i'll not get hurt.I've decided to let him know that we gotta talk and i'm gonna let out everything.I was telling willy today that i would that.
Thanks willy for being there when i was down.I gotta thank Eric and kai sheng also for the after school fooling around.
The day was alright with my silly classmates.The things we talked about.Cars are love.It made me smile abit.
I seriously need another heart to heart with diq.We haven seen each other around yet either.Wat would i do without sadiq?damn it.Hopefully soon enough i'll have the heart to heart with him.
Alritey the moody and uncheerful me is off.Cheers.

I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

(What you will find, what you will find, what you will find.)

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let (go).
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go

Fixing the broken heart

I din go for cheerleading this morning.I was too tired cause of the panadol though it din work and the after effects of feeling shitty.
Anyways decided to meet the twins and fel today.Haven seen fel in ages.So it was good hanging out with her again.The walking around town and everything is uber fun with this people.Cam-whoring was a reason cause we haven seen each other in ages.Cam-whoring is love.
Din want to go home early.So met baby at compass and went for some bbq that his friends were having in sengkang.Much fun watching guys have their lame fun.Standard guy thing.But i did have my time with baby which i'll always love.
Anyways man utd beat west ham 4-1,though having only 10 men on the field without nani due to some unwanted tragedy.So without any hesistations man utd will be english premier league champions once again.The smell of victory nears.hahas
Anyways till next entry.Cheers.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Testosterone boys and harlequin girls

I'm feeling damn shitty today.Cause i feel things were a rush.I'm still wondering if it was faast.Cause i'm afraid of insecurities,ego and trust.The 3 major enemies of a relationship.Damn wait!Are we even in a relationship?Cause no qns were asked it just happened like that.The start is definately the honeymoon period and then comes all the shitty part.Am i really ready to go through that again?The last time it almost killed me. I know i'm stronger and that i've grown from my mistakes.Mistakes that were damn jialat.But i'm moving on.Shit i've a feeling he has a past that i dunno about. I hope it isn't something bad that would hurt me.
Well i've really grown stronger cause i would have text him by now but i haven.good me.No more first moves from me.I'll see how much effort he puts in and then i'll know.Fuck this is all cause of my fucking lack of trust.
Anyways today i went to smoke and met baby.When i got back to class.Michelle and jogina were cam whoring with my cam.Hahas.The pics made my day for sure.They are my cam-whore darlings.hahas.love ya'll much.
After skul met up with diq.Went to starbucks(compass).Had a heart to heart that really made me think alot today.I told diq everything already.I see the disappointment in him cause of the fastness.Well his happy that i still told him.But he'll give me the proper green light when he checks baby out.So yep.Wat would i have done without sadiq?lol.Well on diq's part we spoke about a couple of things.In conclusion of our conversation:Everyone has a bad side that would kill us.
yup so thats about it.Till a happy entry.cheers.

Your subtleties they strangle me
I can't explain myself at all
And all the wants, and all the needs
All I don't want to need at all

The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight

A falling star, at least I fall alone
I can't explain what you can't explain
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light

It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight

It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight
Tonight, insight
When darkness turns to light it ends tonight

You have stolen my heart

Hello!I'm back and with a happy entry.I found someone who can hopefully make me happy.Well currently he is making me happy.I hope there will be no ego and all.Cause it seems to ruin relationships.Which i wouldn't want to happen.This time i want things to be better and not screw antything up.I'm making amendments to my life.
OKay i've to do one thing now.Is to tell sadiq and i'm doing it in person.Cause diq has been mentoring me in life and he has to know in the proper way.
Anyways my knee started giving probs to me.Which really sucks.Cause it would mean either phsyo or op.Which both of which i dun want.Cause it can be life changing especially to an active person like me.So i have to make a decision to stay in floorball or to quit?I'm sticking to cheerleading for sure.It's tiresome fun.Which i love.
Okay anyways back to skul tmr.Boring we made fun skul.Well hopefully it ain't gonna be tiring.Well are you going early to skul tmr?I am if i'm not zombie like.hahas.I love self conversations.Okay cheers.

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster