My everyday wars

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Remember the thunder

Skul started.I love the new timetable.Cause its so much more better than our previous timetables. skul is always fun as usual and guess what? thanks to the last few days of the previous semester,our new classroom is a aircon room.no more hot and humid days.The enviroment is so much better now.The eagerness to study is there for sure.There are hardly any heads down on the table.The best thing is we got a new physics teacher and its Mr singh.Lucky his started teaching earlier unlike last year it was few days before our N's.But thankfully i passed my combined science.This year must do better.O's in 4 months can't believe it.gonna start mugging like mad.no more last min studying.
Last sat was awesome.The gig was so fun.AVA,Caracal and WGB in one night.My feet hurt but it was all worth it.It was for wayne thunder.I guess i never really got to see one of the suns gigs.But from the tribute videos that they showed.I say he was s'pores best drummer and he will be remembered for that.There were so many bands that performed that night and 10bucks was worth it for sure.First time bands that i saw and i loved were The great spy experiment,humpback oak and force vomit.My feet just started tapping when i heard to them.I can't wait for baybeats to see caracal.They're just awesome and i'm gabriel obsessed.hahas.I guess its just a face for any girl.but still ah.....Can't wait to watch funeral for a friend.The concert is a day after my birthday so it is a birthday present to me.I'm gonna watch them even if the tix cost between 75 bucks to 85 bucks.I'm not gonna miss it this time.
This saturday i'm gonna watch s'pore vs australia can't wait.Was waiting for man utd to come back they din come.was waiting for chelsea to come but they come eihter.Finally australia arrives for me t owatch Harry kewell play.Yeah much.Hoping to get his autograph.
alrights i guess thats about it.but wait before i go.He found out shit.We should not have spoken bout it when he was around.We totally forgot there was such a thing called eavesdropping.Ah crap.Khai kinda covered it up by saying it was just a crush.Thankfully he doesn't know the truth.After that day i swear i feel so much of awkwardness.shit if it's gonna ruin friendships then it sucks.but well feelings are feelings.So yup.i'm out.


You said hi you wanted to talk about
The things that you should know
I never meant to run or hide
I just didnt think it was time for you to know
I'm stuck at the crossroads i'm waiting to choose
I'm hoping it wont lead back to you
The journey is over our time is up
Just give it up

So where do we go from here or end
We were never lovers, more than friends
Please take your shirts
Your smiles aren't working, no more

Before you go I just want you to know
I burnt all the things you wrote
I never meant to let this pass
I just didn't think that this happiness will last
Come take a look at these tired eyes
Believe me i cannot even cry
If I could I would
So tell me if I should

So where do we go from here or end
We were never lovers, more than friends
Please take your shirts
Your smiles aren't working, no more
This has to go, this has to end
We were never lovers, more than friends
Please take your shirts
Your smiles aren't working, no more

You wouldn't mean a thing to me
You wouldn't mean a thing to me anymore

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

untitled




Last night the madness was hilarious.char and her stupid'Do it' shit.That stupid video and the cam whoring.I swear i laugh till got stomach pain.madness at starbucks.finally i've gotten my topshop top.After so long but when i went there the price was increased.Fuck man.but still i bought it. I had to wake up early this morning cause i had to go to work.I had to work lunch.Why not dinner?Tmr have to wake up early again cause working lunch again.Ah sian.after that i may be off to pasir ris to meet mal and the rest.Friday shopping again.Yeah.I'm gonna get new shoes.Can't wait.Saturday go for gig.yeah.last thing i'll do before its back to skul.Ah man it's back to skul next week.JUst only when i thought i was having fun.but well i guess it's time for mugging all over again.

Just walk away
Gather your thoughts for the second wave
Of this argument on this epic changing day
It's crazy to think that an hour ago all things were great
But we stand both proud both wrong and right
Throwing cheap shots in this stubborn fight
And our lives are so intertwined in one
And we're just so stuck in this moment its clear that were coming undone
And you see it’s hard for me to breathe
When I get all worked up with these feelings
And I don’t know exactly how it is
That we can be so mad we consider to not exist
And we both know there’s so much love clenched within our fists
The goodbye waves in the driveway just resonate
And yes I’m throwing it right back at her
While were drowning in rivers from our faces
We just wanna know if this is this over
Trembling silence fills the air
As we stand here so impaired, but so aware
I sit in this house
Alone with fresh photographs
And I just can’t relax
Like cigarette smoke, I’m starting to choke on this
Then half of my souls on the road in a car with a girl in a dress
See it’s making it hard for me to breathe
When I get all worked up with these feelings
And I don’t know exactly how it is
Just to say I’m right, you're wrong, we both lose to win
The goodbye waves in the driveway just resonate
And yes I’m throwing it right back at her
While were drowning in rivers from our faces
We just wanna know if this is this over
Trembling silence fills the air
As we stand here whoa-oh
So hey now, maybe we're just being stupid
Hey, maybe we're being dumb
So hey now, maybe it's time that we stopped and we realize that like a flag in the wind we are one
And how at first it’s made so pure and lovely
But in battle can be torn to shreds
But with time and with patience and love and affection
Can be fixed with needle and thread
Because I love you and you love me
And nothing will make this leave
I said I love you and you love me
And nothing will make, make, make, make this leave
So remember me, yeah!
Remember me, yeah!
Remember me
Don’t walk away

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Friday, June 15, 2007

Over my head

Let's see ever since the extra lessons ended i've been so bored.It's just staying at home and doing nothing most of the time.But thankfully i've got a new friend.She is like so fun to hang out with but she lives like on the other end of s'pore.ah man but i love her.My new drinking partner too.Almost puked the other day.Hahas. She and me can start to go PL hunting.But somehow or rather i may start falling for...Dun really want to say though.
So grace and ruth are finally back from France. So many things they tell me.I wish i went to France.Right now France is on my list of holiday destinations to shop at.It's so much cheaper there to shop.But i'll be at thailand next year with Fel hopefully.Can't wait to go holidaying.It's so fun especially the shopping part.
I'm going shopping next with the twins again.Can't wait.I can get my topshop top finally.yeah!new shoes for me too.I need shoes.More shoes for me.I love shopping.hehes.
Finally i'll be going for my first gig in like i dunno how long.Finally i get to watch Caracal again.Thanks to Mal letting me know bout the upcoming gig.
So yup that is about.Left one more week till skul.Oh shit.i'm out.

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm in over...

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

One life Live it

Second week of skul is here for me to cry about.Had lit course today.Wah all the unknown things i learned.but it was a good course.hopefully tmr the course will be good too.Learn all those unknown things about the book.Tmr gonna run away from phyiscs.Lazy to go.
Yesterday went to eat at swensen with my granny.So fun.I find that s'pore is very expensive. there was like 6 dollars of GST,service charge and all that nonsense.Imagine when the raise of GST occurs.I will just stick to my mac and all those fast food restaurants.After eating so much.We when for a little shopping.I got for myself a shirt and finally it is not black.I need to stop getting black shirts.I'm not emo.
Tonight it's chilling out for me.Can't wait.Tmr morning got to wake up at like 6.30.die sia.Can lah.I tehan 2 hours of sleep las t week.This week should be alrites.Yeah happy dayz tonight.
I've just heard that copeland and anberlin performed at homeclub.So irritating lah.Why din i go?I'm like sobbing over it.I missed good bands that actually bothered to come to s'pore and perform for us.Why?sadness man.Fuck it.The next time any good bands come to s'pore i'm just going for it.
Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

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