My everyday wars

Sunday, April 17, 2005

I miss you

hello there, the angel from my nightmare
THe shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
WE can live like jack and sally if w want
When you can always find me
We'll have halloween on christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me your already
THe voice inside my head(I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me your already
The voice inside my head(i miss you miss you)

Where are you and i'm so sorry
I cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as i started i counted
Webs from all the spiders
CAtching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

don't waste your time on me your already
The voice inside my head(i miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me your already
The voice inside my head(I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me your already
The voice inside my head(i miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me your already
The voice inside my head(I miss you miss you)

Friday, April 15, 2005

How it feels to be alone and not believe...

Y is everyone of ur frens treatin me in tis manner...They treat me lyk hell...I don't feel lyk goin to my classes anymre all cause of you...Wat wrong did i do to you?..All i did was love you lyk hell...bt in the end u played me lyk i was a fool...I hate myself...I feel lyk running away frm all of tis...juz cause of you...Y do tis to me now?...I don't understand life anymre...Wat wrong have i done to you?...Pls tell me...Cause i luv u so....much....U broke my heart into pieces tat shal neva be fixed...only u can fix it back...Sacrifices i've made n i wanted to make was all for no use....Nw i tell u...I don't hate god anymre...U neva understood me in the beginning...We worked everything out...bt u juz threw me away lyk tat....I hate you bt i still luv u...I feel lyk takin revenge for wat u've done...Pls ans my questions....

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

I'll neva forgive myself for wat i've let you done to me

Lots have happened tat hurts me alot....Firstly he broke off wif me....I dunno wat his real reason is bt i'm dame fuckin pissed off....Cause wat i've let him do to me ....i can neva forget it for the rest of my life...He played wif my heart n in the end i cme to knw tat he has neva loved me....I guess he made me trust him....so he could take advantage of me n juz leave lyk i was sme toy tat can be played wif....But nw the faggot doesn't knw tat i've got his full name,address,his b'dae n his mums number...wat i can do wif all of this can kill him bad....instead of sayin sorry for wat he has done...HE can tell me right in my face tat his neva gonna patch wif me anymre...I made a promise lyk 2 days before...I thought i could sacrifice everything for him bt he does this to me...I thought of stayin in s'pore n not goin to aus cause of him bt he did this to me...I'll neva forget hw much i've loved him...Too many memories to forget...All iwant now from him is did he really loved me or did he juzt use me n played wif my heart lyk a toy?.....