missin u lyk hell....

Todays party can be said ok.....except tat he didnt cme....so frustratin....the beach was borin...it was so fuckin hot....Wanted to take of all my clothes...hahas... tat is hw hot it was...too bad onli could take off one piece....anyway agi,fazli n rahimi came dame late at 9... yah when we were takin taxi.....smething dame fucked up happened....A cab came n tis bitch came and said excuse me in a dame bitchy way...she dame fuckin bitchy....then when the cab went of she gave fara n me the fuckin bitchy smile lah....dame fuck lor...then i pointed middle finger to hear...she dame fuckin bitchy...feel lyk slappin her...kk...muz forget it...anyway dame fucked up rite nw cause of him nt cmin...can't even contact him....haiz gotta go hme...tml gotta work.... anyway i shall finally say my dream nw....my dream is...aft we had it satan takes me in his arms....Tellin him tat i'm gonna have his b*b*...satan says tat i've got to get married to him in the future...bt if i do i'll have to convert to a muslim.... n if i do satan says tat they will be losin one of theirs to the enemy....Satan tells him tat if he wants me back he has to fight for me orelse.... satan will go back to the past when i was wif my ex....and make me be wif my ex forever...n he will regret wat he has done for the rest of his life....I woke up wif a heart pain...not knowin wat happened in the end....so i guess its all up to him nw...he has to either choose btw his religion n me....i guess tat is hw everything ends...i want to ask u wat would u really choose?

wat the fuck did i dream about?

Yup another day of my fucked up life....I'm fuckin sick...fever,flu n everything tat u can imagine tat would ruin my party on sat nite(tml)...i wish i'm alrite tml nite....Anyway today had the weirdest dream eva...I totally woke up at the end of it...It was dame fuckin shockin...Tis dream tells me tat wat i am nw....no religion n all... I've to be lyk tis....Tat dream was lyk a wake up call...If tis were to realy happen...wat will he do...His got to fight for me.....Which ritesmething tat i don't want.....I don't want my past...Suppose to put it behind me.....Tis dream juz makes me fucked up rite nw.... dunno if i'm ready to tell him....bt my best fren says i should...I oso tink its a sign....anyway i'm dame sick rite nw...so gonna sleep...sleepin over at faras....

WOW!

Wow lng tym haven written...Almost 2 months...lots have happened...When i say alot means alot....I'm still workin....bt one thing has changed...I'm attached....Yes u read it rite....i am....It's been 3 weeks n 1 day....ya tat is one thing...Today our skul had a gig....3 bands performed... One of the bands was sadiq's band...I guess theirs was the best....Glorious dead(I tink tis is hw u spell it) rox....If u guys eva read tis...I support u guys all the way....Today is officially the last day of the term....next week will be one week of fun...especially on friday nite....Pizza party here we cme...Hahas....Other then tat as in bad....My phone gt stolen by sme fuckin idiot....I'm very frustrated....Might be gettin a phone next week...Oh ya n i wanna watch greenday concert next week....I'm gonna get the tix as soon as i knw the price...So yeah tats it....Byes.....