When will i see him smile at me again

Ole... Prelim are this coming friday...I can't believe it...anyway have been studying alone at mac... Can concentrate better...Should be doing that this whole week... Just needa stress out for this whole fucked up 2 months...anyway i've been asked to play bass for sadiq's band in an upcoming gig...But tinking twice cause i'm hating stance and they dun write their own stuff...I'm looking for a band a band who writes their own stuff...Tat is so original...I've asked ppl to look for a band who needs a bassist... So yup...Bassist looking for a band... Anyway missed the gig at scape yesterday cause everyone was busy... Guess wat? I was flipping through seventeen and i stumbled upon Iylia in the mag...He was giving some love advise... His just so hot... The last time i saw him was 2 weeks ago at compass...I sent him a smile in his friendster...But i guess he hasn't logged in... Anyway modelling was great today...We had to do our day make up on ourselves next week is nite make up...then evaluation week and i'm a official model for B.H.I...Yes!I can't wait for that day... So yup that is it...Chao...

Awesome life

It has seriously been too long. I dun bother writing seriously. Prelims are approaching. gonna study till i get eyebags.I really need it.It's the time i'm making up for what i did last year.feel so stupid doing all those things. anyway i'm straight all thanks to you.Hahas no its cause of this guy i'm crushing on big time. don't really wanna say much.Pretty much i've been hanging out wif friends,enjoying my single life and studying hard.Have been attending gigs.Baybeats rocked man.I missed AVA.Came when Velvet teen was playing.Seriously they sucked big time.So went back.Love me butch and nothing to declare are really good.Love them.I modelling for a proper company.Finally! I felt so good when they approached me.Attending their classes now.I'm doing really well.I can remember all those steps.I feel comfortable and confident with this company. Wish i can make it real far cause i really want to go new york and further it. I know my expections very high.But i really want to do modelling as a profession.So yup that is about it.