All men are the same

Din blog during the weekend cause was very tired to come to my granny's house.Saturday went out.Friday went for night classes with grace,ruth and fadly.Was really good.Got to study better there.Oh you should hear this. Ruth and i went to the toilet at the 3rd level.It was super dark.so we stuck our hands and legs in the toilet.so the censor can sense someone is there and lights came on.then we went in.it was super hilarious.Ruth and i just cracked ourselves up.I got mrs chan scared.She kept looking at the bridge.She even had the heevy jeevies.hahas.Okay so saturday went jamming at arab's street.The place was so nice.I loved the feel of the room.The dim lights.the carpeting and everything.My bass just rocked man.Someone got their guitar already. irritating.Thanks to someone i can get my bass.I love you.hahas.will pay you back with interest.hahas.Anyway enoch and me are over.Its like fucking hell pissing me off.Why do guys like to jump into conclusions without asking?Its just something that pisses of ppl.He thought that i told half the school bout what happened.Like what the fuck? Only like less then 10 person knows.I can even count u fucker.Must be hakim's fucking fault lah.He always likes to "say alot of ppl know lah".I swear if i see hakim i'm gonna screw him.Cause of him all of this is happeneing.no more second chances in love.It can just fuck off.I've got to like write down everything in a piece of paper what happened from the start to the end and my final decision too.I've made up what it is going to be.I'm gonna wait until everything has settled properly.My lifestyle changes. Really gonna be some fucking emo shit.i cried like really hardcore in class yesterday.until my eyes were red.Thanks guys for the movies.It cheered me up at the point of time.but after that everthing was back to normal.Its my crying days back again. Anyway thats it ya.Bye.Punk rock never dies.Its more like emo punk never dies.*rabbits*

slit my wrist just to show you

I feel fucked up man.Last nite i just went down.I cried and slit my wrist.I feel useless.had no mood to go to school today. feel lyk killing myself.Everything just seems wrong.He knows that i slit my wrist.he told me what i would get from cutting.at least i know he cares.One person only.i stll feel useless to everyone.I've got no use to u all.I'm sorry for my unwanting self around you guys for the next few days.I think i'm going into depression.not gonna hang out sfter school anymore.just go straight back home and in to my room.just to cry everything out.all my sadness.slitting my hands more.Cause i'm useless.feel lyk everyone hates me.i just hate everthing.

piss off shit head

just wrote basically everything yesterday.i've got a bass solo on the performance night.I'm pretty scared that i might screw it up.just trying to get everything right, right now.so i can get some good practice of my own. We want to give a killer performance.So all those people can shut up.Seriously shut up lah all you shit heads.Its just getting irratating.we aren't getting angry anymore.You guys just look lyk a bunch of fucking idiots.comments bout us can be kept to urself.Tonight there are 2 big matchs.First is liverpool and chelsea.i've a feeling chelsea might win.Man u and arsenal are playing at a later.Man u will win.no doubt bout that.Man u are the only team with 100% wins so far.Ah...I'm missing him badly.Diq told me in the bus yesterday that we are simply scandalous.ya i guess we are.But we love each other but just can't be together cause of our N's.after the n's i wanna see what happens.loads will be happening after the N's.Need to find a job.Our band is performing and i want to see how our relationship kicks off.yup so thats bout.

guys do check out this video.It's the new song from underoath.Ever since i downloaded this song into my mp3 its been stuck in my head.

Brand new sunset

Yesterday we went to arts house for a gig.Mal,Stance,han,her and me.We met diq,hazwan,bikash,fadly and hakim there. So we went in together. First paris in the making performed after that was my fav band which is A vacnat affair. Love them.then it was sky in euphoria.din really envy them.too heavy for me.last but not least brand new sunset.they were awesome.it was their album launch.so that was why this gig being organised.really wanted to mosh badly at the beginning.In the end i did mosh but wasn't hardcore.mal got dragged into the mosh pit. she got punched in her stomach. bikash,fad,diq,hazwan and hakim all got to head bang with aaron from AVA.awesome rite.matt from AVA was infront of me.Lyk wow.I clashed into him cause of the moshing.He asked me if i was alright.Hahas. can't wait for the next gig.brand new sunset really were awesome.at the end of their performance i actually got to show my *rabbit* sign to him.he was looking at me directly.hahas.learned something from him.fuck off.Hell yeah.hahas.Anyway i got to meet enoch on tuesday.finally after 2 weeks.Just so fucking hard to meet.always busy.out drinking with friends.Lyk wat the fuck.I die,die oso must stop him from drinking.Hey mal,stance,han and... thanks for the bikini ya.Love it loads. you guys rock.Anyway this is to her:punkrock.hahas.anyway i'm fine with diq already.everything got settled.we are talking as per normal.so yup thats it.

not shy spirit

omfg.The both of them broke off.Can't believe it.Was msging her the whole night.Keeping her company.At least she faced her consequences in the right way.She was planning to get dead drunk and i said no.The aftermath sucks seriously. So next friday might be going for a gig at arts house.A vacant affair is performing.Gotta catch them seriously. They are like an all time band i've always wanted to watch cause of fel.So it's a need.The entry is only 8 bucks.I don't mind.Albums are selling at 10 bucks.even better.Loving this gig already.Oh ya i caught plainsunset's performance at the recital hall recently.They rawked seriously.bout one of their latest albums recently.Thanks to her i could get it.I'm really loving her company.such a wonderful person to have in my life right now.we are so alike.I learn things from her she learns things from me. Anyone who reads my blog today.I'm getting a haircut.So dun be shocked tmr.yup so that's bout it.

Check out this video and band.They are are my favourite band rite now.

complications

I'm good...My birthday just passed...Was a fun birthday...Was over at the lovebirds chalet...They invited me...they were so cute...they bought me a cake...Celebratedmy birthday exactly around midnight...Was fun...After tat was drinking...I got fucking high...I tink i was drunk already...cause she say that i was talkin nonsense...Saw something that i should not have seen...Promise i won't tell anyone bout wat is on ur back... I confronted enoch... I almost gave up on him today...Then irealised why should i give up love cause i'm not getting it...If i fight for it or if i confess my love or if i find out he has feelings for me it will be so much better...I did confront him and he does have feelings for me it's just that his too busy for the past few days...So can't really entertain me... nvm i'll wait...I'm not with him too...So should not really bother...But i shall wait for him... I've got a not shy spirit which she loves...Thanks for loving my not shy spirit... The gig today was awesome...WGB rawked scape today man... I think Dharma is good looking... I love their rhythm guitarist...He moshed while playin the guitar and he has a wireless guitar... After that we quickly left the place cause s'pore idol finalist were coming down...Had to leave that place...I started screaming'oh my god....s'pore idol...they are so hot...' Everyone was looking at me...Cause i was making fun of all those fans... I was totally flirting with mal today... We are both single and waiting for the right time to be attached...Our both stories in a way same... The performance date is nearing...I can't believe it... I just get more nervous thinking bout it...but i'm comfortable with the band already...But we do have problems...Cause they lyk to last minute want to jam...When we already have problems and all...So that part have to change a bit lah... I haven apologised to fara yet...She told me that i should get back with fara before enoch and i get together...But i dunno...After hearing all those things she said about me behind my back...abit sianded...But still we had a friendship for wat 7 yrs... I've got to think bout that...So yup thats it...