Promise

This week has been juz a pissed off week...I'm simply gettin pissed of at every lil thing...I fought wif sadiq...Fought wif smeone else...My anger went onto the wrong person...I really hate myself...Anyways on thurs was our soccer match...We draw wif Green view sec 4-4...My legs hurt...I've got to go to the doc to check out my knees... Anyways juz finished eng project...Took me 4 hours... Exams are nearin n i'm dame scared cause of retaining...dunno wat to do already...Juz have to let things go its ways...Life isn't gettin easier no mre...It juz gets harder to live....Everyone u see mean smething to u...Its juzt so hard to get away frm them...I'm skippin skul when i dun want to see smeone...I din want tat anymre...Anyways tats it...

You and me

What day is it? And in what month?This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youWhat day is it?And in what month?This clock never seemed so alive

never open them again...

LIfes been goin...with the worst to expect...Recently i was sick n had to go to the hospital...Took x-tray n urine test... there might be smething wrong...it's called kidney stones...Everyone says i'm too young even the doctors say so...I'm lyk so freakin scared...I dun wanna go for operation...well it ain't up to me to decide...smeone is already decidin...so lets see....Tml goin to see the doc...I'm really missin smeone even though he means nthing to me....Haven seen him for a week cause i din go to skul...Wishin to see him...msged him bt din get a reply....so gotta forget it....Anyway i still luv my baby....juz waitin for the rite tym...anyways still expectin the best...so tat's it...

LIfe changed...

its been a lng tym since i've written...Well 1 thing i can say is tat i have changed...my attitude n maself...well firstly broken up wif the most cutest guy i've been wif...It juz hurts me tat smeone so perfect can actually nt have feelins for girls...hw can smeone so cute have such feelins...arh...frustrated...bt he will owise be ma baby...no matter wat...secondly i've started skippin skul n all...cause y? 1 person...dun really wanna say hu lah...i've had a new best fren...she ain't frm our skul...she is frm sss...her name is zana...so good tellin her my problems...she is always there for me... Well for soccer...i've started playin tapi for a short period only...cause for skul... Anyways there is sme bitch hu keeps showin attitude...tank she big...ask her to fuck off man...wanna see ma attitude...I've gotta beta attitude then u bitch...She is gonna see it one day...U r messin wif the wrong person nw...anyways i guess tat is it....