The world was never mine to give to you

Hmmm.Lets begin with i went to watch Caracal at homeclub last saturday.They were awesome.I want to watch them this saturdays.But my exams are on monday.AVA is performing somemore.Ah damn it.Aaron was there at home.So long never see him already.Wah so long never watch caracal and AVA already.After midyears is over, it's gigs for me and maybe clubbing and maybe drinking and so much more i guess.hahas.So much i've been wanting to do.I miss alot of ppl too.Went out with Mal on saturday.Thanks to her i got to watch caracal.If not i would have no one to go with. Had a great time on saturday.Anyways yesterday the guys crashed my place.Watched drumline.smoking our bloody lives away.Thanks to you guys i only have 2 sticks left.Just buy somemore sia.I can't complain also cause you guys give me some too.I just realized the people i really hang with most of the times is the guys.I'm always the only girl but still it is fun with them. So yup that is about it.Next week gonna watch spiderman 3.cannot wait sia.alritey i'm out.

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

Your smile keeps me up all day

The week started great i guess.So tired on monday morning cause i watched the chelsea match.Damn i so wanted blacburn to win.Came online and had the most heartbreaking news ever.Aaron is leaving A vacant affair.Will they ever sound the same? Read his departure letter on their myspace blog.How can such a good band have one less memeber?It just does not make them who they are.Anyway moving on,Saturday went to see fara at home cause she was on a day home's leave.Well she is doing fine and can't wait to get back home.She is going home in 2 weeks time most probably.Can't wait for her to get home.It will be so much easier for me and i can see her more often.After seeing her when to play pool with the guys.I know i can't play.I just simply am bad at pool.Hahas.But i guess friday night is another round of pool if i'm not wrong. damn exams are in 2 weeks time and even though i've been mugging i guess it's not that enough.I've concentrated on maths so much that science i really throw one side already.Somemore now trying to get started on my espanyol.I'm starting with my ah beh theh first.Then i'll move on from there. I shall just start my mugging till my brains blow out.I have to,that is the only way i'm ever gonna make it through school this year.So yup that is about it.Oh before i go.I just want to say something.Wat i said bout guys is not refering to all my friends and i'm just saying it generally in a love sort of way.Understand sadiq.hahas okay.I'm makin my move.


As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say
I heard that evil comes disguised
Like the city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

[M.Shadows:]
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
on the boulevard the dead comes back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know

They say evil comes disguised
Like the city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own, on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered!

He tastes like you only sweeter

Another week has passed.The weeks get better and better with me and my crazy lame stuff.Just tryin to get my self in to some trouble.I got detention today.I went to school at 10am and it was my fifth time.WAHAhaha!So fun rite?Well i came to school to study.
Last saturday was fun.I went to collect the rabbits from char.One is fudgecake and the other is pebbles.So cute the both of them.Love fudgecake alot.Anyways after collecting them went to meet Khai,Wan and amin.then we went to east coast together.Bummed into han and diq on the way.So walked to the pit together.They had started barberqueing already.So they went to start helping.As usual amin had to be a pig and start eating first.We ate and then asked mum to get drinks for us.So the four of us went to drink and smoke our lives away.Hahas.It was fun night though.
Monday night went to study with Amin and stance.Thanks to Amin i was almost late.Idiot you know that boy.Hahas but the night was fun.
Phantom was fun yesterday.But the time was abit out and all.But still the fun we have.It was a nice play.So yup that is about it.I'm outta of here.Bye.

Let the record play,
Let the record play,
Let the record play.

The way that you dance,
The way that you move,
The way that you stare at me across the room,
You carry Dior bags,
And you got your Chanel,
You wear Louis Vuitton, HG, and YSL,
Now I got Bathing Ape,
I got DCMA
I got brass knuckles hanging,
From my neck and my chain,
I got a model 26,
But she stays in her place,
I got a kershaw neatly,
Tucked inside in my waist.

And the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
The hipsters mean mugging on me all night long,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl,
They say "Aha, ahha",
But the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl.

Now she's sweating my friends,
And my hurricane shoes,
She likes the records I spin,
My Adam Barton tattoos,
But she can't say "what's up",
So what does she do,
She just stays posted up,
The other side of the room,
I got AMC tattooed on my hand,
I got black wall street on a black bandana.

And the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
The hipsters mean mugging on me all night long,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl,
They say "Aha, ahha",
But the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl.

She, she, she don't wanna talk about it,
He, he, he wants to fight about,
Me, me, I don't wanna fight about it,
I just wanna be about it,
I'm just trying to stay up out it,
Step out the wagon,
You know the boy starts to hate,
The girls that came with him,
They like that's not the boy she dates,
They get the fighting and swearing,
And now the boyfriend is staring,
The disco ball on the ceiling,
Looks like the chain that I'm wearing,
But the music keeps playing,
I got brass knuckles hanging,
from my neck and my chain,
I got brass knuckles hanging,
from my neck and my chain.

And the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
The hipsters mean mugging on me all night long,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl,
And the record keeps playing,
The same old song,
The hipsters mean mugging on me all night long,
They say "Aha, ahha",
Keep your hands off my girl,
Keep your hands off my girl.

You carry Dior bags,
And you got your Chanel,
You wear Louis Vuitton, HG, and YSL,
Now I got Bathing Ape,
I got DCMA,
I got brass knuckles hanging,
From my neck and my chain,
I got brass knuckles hanging,
From my neck and my chain.

Keep ur hands off me

weeee! a week has passed so fast.Fusion feista was today.Well we thought the fish wasn't gonna turn out good.But guess wat?It was good.Diq and Han's dish was super good.Dame if only i could cook like them and somemore they are like guys.Woahzis rite?I know.
Lets see wat have i been doing for the past week.I've visited fara like twice already.Her improvement is so dame fucking awesome.To think of it she is like a normal person. Yesterday while she was having her dinner Fel was doing her stupid stuff and she actually cracked up.So fun.So good to see her everyday.She's my sunshine everyday.
Recently went to see the doctor for my breathing problems and the whole blood thing.Well my worst nightmare ever.He says that i might have TB.Like fuck.If i don't get better by tmr i've got to do a chest x-tray.Well i'm not gonna do it.Cause i dun want to find out if i do have it.If i die than i die.See lah all my smoking.Ah who cares smoking relieves everything for me.
Can't wait for saturday.The beach,barberque and my bunch of friends with a tiny bit of alcohol.Hehes.Probably will get mum to get it for me.So fun can't wait.
LIke wow!guess who i see in skul today and in the same room as him.Like damn.You knw fel was like oh damn at the bus stop when he was there but well heck it.I mean wat's the past is the past.I've learned so much through him.I've learned how selfless and insensitive guys can be.Like now i seriously look at guys in a whole new way.It's been weeks since i've actually had a crush or liked a guy.Probably i'm guessing it's never gonna happen again.Guess guys are just plain idiots.So yup.That's about it.2 periods tmr and skul is over. I shall go hang out with fel tmr.Weeee.Wokays.Peace out.
Miraculously i dun have a song.Cause radioblog is pissing me off with it's errors.I'll get one up real soon.