Something special about last night

I'm losing my voice.Crap.It's either cause i ate choc and then spicy mee goreng or cause of smokes.Damn it! It hurts like hell.Okay i shall stop whinning.I had a weekend of fun.
On friday Brought my godmum to penni to get her jeans and then we walked down to bugis to shop.I got myself a dress.Shockingly its white.She was nagging at me when i took the black one. Said i was so skinny and still wanted to wear black.Okay no more black for me.
Saturday was off to sentosa to collect my pay as i'm not working there anymore cause i've decided to accept the course and retake my maths o's at the same time.Soi'm gonna do biomedical electronics(engineering).Yup i'll try it out.If not happy then drop out and do something else.My parents are willingy to pay for it.So i'm aight with it as well.anyways went to meet or was suppose to meet mal at city hall but ended up meeting my parents instead.Followed them to get a washing machine.Well ours is dying so a new one was in need.while they were washing machine browsing i was camera browsing.I haven gotten one.I saw one that i really liked but it was 509bucks.But i got it cause it was on sale.I got it for 200bucks. It's a fucking awesome camera cause its a touchscreen.Parents got it for me cause i got into somewhere instead of being schooless.Maybe it was a bribe to get me to accept the course.We'll never know wat goes through our parents mind.Eventually i met mal after that with wan. Back to work for wan and aimless walking for us.Ended up at a choc restaurant,max brenner. We had choc fondue andai was craving for normal food after that.Had awesome mee goreng at makansutra.Bummed into diq and met wan when he was done.Chit chatting away and decided to go jamming.Got han down and we jammed till 12 something.got home at 1.I know late.
Sunday was a early day for my.Woke up at 9.30 in the morning to go jamming. diq could not make it.So only 4 of us. It was fun. soundcheck at 2 and performed when diq stepped on stage.Amazing how we can do things when we are not really into it. Awesome show.I learned a song an hour ago and i managed to play it on stage.Well mal said my dressing was so slack.It was like i just got out of bed.Okay weird i know. we stayed around for shyla.Awesome they are. Aimless walking and it was ATC at esplanade.The band before them was awesome.Frontline soundsystem.Love them.Back after home after ATC.
It was a tiring weekend for me.This week just stay at home at do nothing. Except tmr ive to go RP to do my registration. Dunno when i'll be getting my laptop though.So i'll wait.My conversation with diq has got me wanted to have that listening ear from that person back.So thats my weekend.Cheers.

P.S someone can please get me luke picketts album as a present:)

To accept or not to accept?

DAE Result Release (2008) NRIC Name Result S9032557D Revathi d/o Sundralingam Offered! Your Offered Diploma is: R15 Biomedical Electronics

It's a perfect denial

Well a week filled with busy.work that i'm not really interested in.demand for a new job, a better paying one for sure. I'm schooless so its best i earn as much as i want.I've to save for my drivers license.It's fucking 2k.Damn it!

Alritey.Back to normal life.I sent my bass for servicing and it cost me fucking 93bucks.Like fuck!I hate my bass. It's always in the shop or collecting dust.Like please don't die on me again.So was at penni with mal on wed to get that done.Other than that its been work.I was suppose to go to penni with my godmum cause she wanted to get jeans.But she's at work,so i guess i'm stuck on the com and on books.I'm out tmr with mal but definately a jam session is in the plans.Just waiting for that msg or call.Sun is the day or wateva day it is gonna be.So yep.

Before i go.Dun trust untrusthworthy ppl.They screw with your life.cheers.

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth'
Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

Everyone's looking at me

I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful...

The innocent always wins

My sunday was the most joyful sunday of my life for sure.Victories for all my fav sports teams. Kimi raikkonen came in 1st with a ferrari on the podium.Then we have the 3-0 win at old trafford.Go man utd. I witnessed arsenal go down 1-2 against chelsea.Awesome games especially the manu and liverpool game.Love that match.Let me just say one thing.Refree definately not kayu.Cause he has a history with man utd especially with fergie and C.ronaldo.so no blames on the refree. It was right of him to give mascherano the red card.He deserved it.Shouldn't have interfered when torres was given that yellow card.That was my joyable weekend.
Well the week was boring.I din go anywhere except on good friday.Was over at my aunty's place.My mum,aunt and me went over to holland village.It was my frist time.That place is awesome.The nasi lemak there is good. I got myself a pedicure.Love my nails.Can't get a manicure cause of work.Damn it.
gosh its arriving soon and i dun feel a thing.Its this sunday.Damn it again.Oh crap.Okays i'm out.Cheers to all.

DRIVER STANDINGS
01
Lewis Hamilton
14
02
Kimi Räikkönen
11
03
Nick Heidfeld
11
04
Heikki Kovalainen
10
05
Robert Kubica
8
06
Nico Rosberg
6
07
Fernando Alonso
6
08
Jarno Trulli
5
09
Kazuki Nakajima
3
10
Mark Webber
2
CONSTRUCTOR STANDINGS
01
McLaren-Mercedes
24
02
BMW
19
03
Ferrari
11
04
Williams-Toyota
9
05
Renault
6
06
Toyota
5
07
Red Bull-Renault
2
08
STR-Ferrari
2

My apology

I have to apologise for not making it today for jamming.I feel awful cause its one week away and everything.But i start work today.I can't give bad impression.And again i apologise.
Have not been doing much.Just watching the most awesome show ever. My show my secret. My hopes at becoming a gamer will never happen.As i have no patience and the controls are so very hard and i hate that.So call for duty i can say bye bye in the midst of my first mission.
So thats about it and i have been studyin.Good day to ya'll.

No use for a name

Okay i was supposed to blog yesterday but then i was doing other stuff. I swear isuck at war games even though i love them.Cause in skul it was all around me and even when i'm out at times. You know i'm refering to you ppl. always you guys and your dolta.We have lost ppl to dolta before.It was quite sad but they all have been revived by reality. They are back and the same old ppl we know.So i shall try not to get hooked to call for duty.
Well i found out where exactly i am working at.It's called The Pinnacle.It's the restaurant along the beach.cool much. Not much ppl go there,its all good.Work not started yet,i'm still awaiting the call for the duty roster.So i'll await with patience.
I haven gotten the twins present.Not sure what to get them like seriously. It's their 18th birthday so its got to be something they will remember.I've to get my godmum a present too.not gonna say what either. It's her 39th birthday.Happy birthday to all this ppl.
I've already started studyin.Have to like bloody refresh eveything. Well i need to get 10 years series like real soon.Damn! for one year not doing anything just studyin a subject and workin is gonna be fun."Wah one year holiday"ruth said that.I'll take it.hahas.
Okay well i miss a couple of things.
1.Senseless
2.fingerlina
3.beday
yup this are names that i was called that i missed.
Well okay till my next entry.

New Job

Okay i'm officially employed again.A much better job and definately a much better payin job.I'm working at rasa sentosa at one of the restaraunts.Not sure which one.I earn 8 per hour. so thats good.Prob will be working 4 times a week.The rest of the days is my days.Nah its to study my maths and go out.thats about it i guess.
Okay jamming later on.Well i'm suppose to book and i haven done that.Okay i shall do it real soonWell hanging out in town tmr and i guess thats my week.So goodbye everyone till next week.

Arts house

i left this hanging in the midst cause i was watching season 4 of The O.C.Damn that show is good. alritey. well on monday went off to meet the guys to jam.Finally i'm in the jamming room.It's so bad that i can't rmb my tabs.So last night i sat down and memorised tabs and since it was paramore i just loved listening to it over and over again. so well khai was in the jamming room.It's amazing how he shows up after so long. So after the hugs i was setting my bass up and there was no fucking sound like wat the hell.So change of wire and we started with our line up of songs.I swear i din hear anything from the amp but han did.So it's all good. So when we were walking out,guess who we bummed into? Azri,hakim and haja.Yup weird much.Well after all the talking and all we left. Diq left and the rest of us were off to arts house to catch ATC at earshot. They were awesome and all. Sat outside for abit doing all the stupid stuff that u can imagine. We left and i had to rush back home.I was 15 mins late but it was all good.
Well i've had saddening news on mon.Rhianne's dad has got seizure.I feel so bad that i can't bet there for her. Well thankfully he is finally in the hospital cause i knw how much he hates hospitals.Wonder how is Fred doing though? well we all have our ups and downs.For me is that i miss my old lifestyle.The one that has been painfully snatched away from me.Well hopefully in the months to come i'll live all over again.I just had too much of fun till i din know how to ground myself. I miss all the people who were involved in this old lifestyle of mines.Let me name a few.People such at Ruth,grace,Fel,Crystal(My sister from another mother Hahas),Rhianne, fred,JJ and a few others.I miss you all.
So well till the next time.I shall update more.Piggin out.

This is my route home. The curtain falls just behind me. I thought I was alone, until I felt wings of pain wrapped around me. I just thought you were walking the same way as me. I guess I was wrong; you had left your heart your heart at home but bought your gun.

I didn’t think you could pull a stunt like that.

Leave my hands untied but blindfold me to hide your eyes. When I see your smile, a sickened man begins to cry. Lock up all your doors. Revenge never looked so good before. It’s time to roll the dice to see if you’re out of luck tonight.

I didn’t think you could pull a stunt like that.
I didn’t think you would pull a stunt like that.

All the walls are red, when I want them white. Now the blood’s gone cold, but you wouldn’t know.

I didn’t think you could pull a stunt like that over me.

you never know you love smeone till their gone

So the weekend is gone.I only went to mee han yesteday to learn the song.We decided to go to bugis to get his shoes.So we made a quick stop at bugis but to realize there were no shoes.so we made a hurried walk to beach road and we found his shoes.Which made him happy.So i had to leave and he went back to bugis.Long ride from lavender.But my i-pod always saves me.So Yeah to i-pods all over the world.Okay very random. Well i've decided to re-take my maths.gonna register today. So it's only skul next year.Gonna get a part time job so i won't be too bored. I'm looking for something that would pay more than 6.Probably i'd go back to waitressing but somewhere better. Asked my dad to check out if there are vacancies at rasa sentosa.Cause they pay 8 freaking dollars with fucking tips.I demand for that job.well so that is my job hunting.so yup thats about it.Later jamming at 6.So i'm out till the next time.

As I fall, and you turn away. You Walk down corridors miles away from heart. As I breathe, as I surrender... I hear the sound of whispering. Replace these veins, with these stomach aches and butterflies that long to tear away. Screaming, I'll tear out your heart.With the lights out, I hope you never leave my side. I promise to leave my weapons left by the bedsie.As you stand pressed up on the wall, they march in outfit with lullabies that long to hurt us all. Now I'm your escape route, but I could be so much more.With the lights out, I hope you never leave my side. I promise to leave my weapons left by the bedsie.This time I wont bleed, if your forsaken me... I'll tear out your heart. You were there and I was was with you, longing for you. You broke the locks, I grabbed on to you. Lost in these rooms... What did I see?

Umbrellas and elephants

Well much of my boring life.I'm not heading to anywhere today.even though it's a friday. Tmr i'm going jamming.Yeah! can't wait.I missed the last one cause of my stupid problems. Things that i had to settle.So yuppy. I can't wait for jamming tmr like seriously. I dunno why but it maybe cause of whats coming up at the end of the month.#0th march.Yeah to that again. So the net can be boring sometimes.Well i found awesome performances from cinsun.Craig has one of the most awesome vocals alive maybe except for luke pickett but his english.So i got one of the clearest live performances with the clearest sound.so enjoy the man with beautiful voice and in the beautiful band. I swear this is bullshit.Everytie i want to put something up i can't get it on my blog. Ah....screw it.Just lyrics then.

Dressed up from head to toe, to get by.
It seems once again, i forgot what keeps me safe and dry.
To the weepy window panes, that are dripping with dew...
I can hear the rain outside, falling from the sky
And you can hear the...

Pitter patter on the rooftop
You can listen to the rythem of the raindrops
I wish that the sun would come and stay
But this is a song for rainy days

(leo d. quote from the movie basketball diaries = "you're growing up, and the rain sort of remains on the branches of a tree that will someday rule the earth, and it's good that there is rain. it clears the month of your sorry rainbow expressions, and it clears the streets of the silent armies, so we can dance.")

Let's go dance around in the rain
Don't pay any attention to the people staring from inside
We'll leave all our cares behind
And you can hear it the...

And i know once the clouds shed their tears
I know that i'll be okay
I know that i'll be okay

Even if the rain always wins
And forces my eyes shut, to dream of
I'll still dream of brighter days

And some day I stay home and miss you more than you'll ever know.

I'm in a whole lot of shit.Well i got myself into it.Getting involved with a older man.Wrong idea.Now i've been grounded with wat i can do.Well life goes on. so life has been good other than what i've done. Hanging out till late is over. I dunno how i'm gonna do that.But i'll have to try and change for awhile.I'll get those late nights back.So i hanged at east coast with Fred and Rhianne yesterday.Then to tamp thinking we could watch a movie but no movies to watch.So back to their flat.chilled for awhile.A pillow fight broke out btwn Fred and me.his cat ran off.Must have gotten scared.Rhianne left to let us fight. Went to the balcony for fags.More tv watching and then i got back home. Home to more trouble and with my life that i got to lead now. so well that is the past.now its wat i'm gonna do with the present.So yup thats about my life.Oh i stopped using my drugs ever sincer aunty gina started talking to me.I thank her for eveything she has done.She really got into my head.She is like a mentor in my life now.This are the people who have given me words of wisdom in such difficult times. so yup i' gone but leaving u guys with one of my fav tracks now.


You said you loved me.
More than anyone else could ever know.
But now your leaving.
Can we just try to work this out?
And I've never been one to bleed.

The nights get lonely.
And all I loved has moved in with you.
I try to save this.
But now theres nothing left for me to do.
And I've never been one to bleed.

Please don't go, just stay.
I watch with tears in my eyes as you walked away.
Miss your voice, and your touch.
And If I told you I loved you could
that be enough?

An endless scilence.
It's been too long since I've heard from you.
And I'd let you sing this.
Knowing that my heart still is loving you.
and I've never been one to bleed.

And some day I stay home and miss you more than you'll ever know.

Sadly i can get the song on radioblog.so i'll just leave you guys with the lyrics.