Taufik is so hot...

Its been a lng tym i've written(I guess)....Came back frm the hotel stay yesterday...It was so fun...I ate alot...Muz thank fara for such a wonderful tym....Today went to work(some sort called)....my legs hurt....There is two mre days to s'pore idol finals...Can't wait for it....Taufik is juz so hot....His gt the talent n the looks....Juz can't wait for tat....I seriously need to get out of my hme...I'm so bored at hme...bt no one has called me out...So i'll be waitin... U neva knw when u will have true luv...unless u find tat special someone...once u've found tat special someone...There will be ups n downs....One thing i knw...even at death true love can neva die....Sigin out....

problem life

today was a dame fucked up day... neva had fun at all...cryin my day away...Can't believe my family problems gettin worse...I've changed in the holidays...i cannot except guys as my boyfrens anymre....I can onli except them as my bro or frens...My dressin has changed...Gonna start dressin up totally diff....I'm gonna concentrate on my soccer frm nw on... i muz fulfill my wish... to play soccer for singapore...i don't tink i can fulfill it...i'm goin australia.....yeah! anyway nthing to say....Sigin out.....

missin someone....

Haven written in a week....Guess i've been juz bored...It's dame fuckin bored....I'm missin someone...it ain't him....I've gt no idea hu it is...I wish i could knw hu it was....I slacked lyk hell on my festival....Hate celebratin tis fuckin festivals....It's lyk y the hell should we celebrate them...I wish i can have a new life....Be dead n began wif a new one wif new ppl...n someone hu luvs me loads...hu gives me everything i want...it ain't much...bt something i've always wanted in a guy....I need to go out desperatly...Should have gone prawin wif Mark....I guess no one has asked me out...So hu cares bout them...I would juz forget bout them n forget bout everything...Cause i need a new life....Sigin out to slack or..........

subjects i wanted.....

i gt the subjects i wanted....I'm so happy...feli n me in the same class....watched shark tale...The movie was so cute n it was AWESOME....haven written for lng...I ain't confused anymre....finally...Nthing to worry in life anymre...finally....i'm so happy....filled wif joy....waitin to watch princess diaries...Findin the rite ppl....anyway ppl hu read tis...I've gt no concept...i don't pray to satan...i juz believe in him....tt's it....so sigin out....

Hatin u mre........

Today officially my day sux....n my life is officially over....Dunno wat to do wif my fuckin life already...I'm so bored...haven gone out n i'm stuck within two guys...argh...Can it get worst...I can't even talk to my frens(nt really)...Haven spoken to anyone tis whole week...n i'm hatin him mre...I can't believe i'm sayin it bt its true...haven spoken to him or seen him....Dieing silently...If i'm gone i wonder hw everyone would feel...hmm....haha...i'm so bored till i've gt such thoughts....Seriously i wouldn't leave anyone...especially when i can't die peacefully....So i'm sayin it....tis is my worsest day n my life is officaially over.....

In the rain...

standin in the rain....cryin out loud...broke n waitin for u...i look around bt u r nt there....i am wet bt i still wait...U don't show up n i decide to leave cause i have feelins for another person...I luv him nt u...U treat me lyk dirt bt he doesn't...He tells me his problem n i tell him mine...I luv him secretly n hatin u slowly...If u want me back u have to win my heart back...cause deep down i do luv u bt the feelins for him is stronger....We onli have a relationship of frens onli...bt in my heart i want it to be even mre....If u treat me lyk dirt again...i'll throw u away n go to him...cause i feel much beta talkin to him then u....i've been waitin for u all my life....y muz i wait...I live in the dark...cryin findin a way to talk to u...bt sme1 enters....i talk to him instead....I feel much beta...I luv him n hatin u slowly....so if u want me back....u beta win my heart cause i still luv u.....

Long tym...

Today is halloween...n i am at hme doin nthing bt slackin...Haven written for quite a while...Gt my results yesterday n i wasn't happy wif it at all...My parents aren't happy wif it either... I guess i won't be gettin the sudjects i want...Have to suffer wif unwanted subjects...Waitin for the 5th to find out wat subjects i am takin....The holidays have started n i am bored...I need to go out desperatly...Been sick for the past few days...Had high fever which really sucked...Satan will help in my life forever...Happy halloween