Resolutions

Haven written in a lng tym...New year is juz around the corner... Skul is gonna start in less than a weeks tym...Haiz... another year older..Bt its good cause i will be 16...it's bad cause it will be my N's...I'm gonna study everyday without fail... That is my New year's resolutin to study harder and to go to sec 5 and do my o's... This year has been one hell of a year man...Skippin skul...caught smokin...Creatin trouble for myself...Fallin in love and out of love...Lacking in my studies...I can go on and on.... Holidays were alrite...Except tat nite...when i almost died... When i closed death i thought bout the wat would happen if i die... n i realized i'm spoilin everything for myself onli...tat's when i decided tat i dun want to die...I want to live... I had to puck out all the pills i took... It was the worsest nite of my life...I promise myself no mre death shits... no mre drinking till i get wasted...except when it is for fun, joy and laughter...not for depression... I'd luv to thank my best frens for goin through everything wif me... I was happy to meet amaliah nad hang out wif her and fara the othr day...Aft a lng tym seein amaliah.... fara thanks for everything...Best frens forever... Next year it will be juz study and frens....I really dun want anything else...Anyway i am nt wantin anything else anymre... I've sort of given up on luv totally...Aft seein wat it has given me...It will be single all the way for me.... Unless the special smeone can let me believe in luv again...Yup so tats it...

HaPpY nEw YeAr EvErYoNe

Da Vinci's paintings

Jesus birth
The Vitruvius man

Jesus last supper before he died

Lessons learned in this living

The weekends have been tiring... On sat went to the lime b'dae bash...Din get to catch the performance cause had a christmas party to attend to...I got a roxy handbag...I luv it...It cost 28 bucks...I din pay for it... On sun had my training...I got a show cmin up...Nt sure wen yet...Tis sun startin of wif the stuff already... Haiz i dunno wat is wrong wif me...I wanted to have a wild life wif my frens only... Bt smething is cmin in btw...Well i guess i knw wat it is... Tryin to get my emotions out... Bt i juz can't...I'm so stuck man... To luv or to hate?...to luv was the easiest thing i ever did...Bt to hate will be the most hardest thing i will ever do...Cause i'm still learning hw to...I'm guessin it was the distance tat killed us...to 2 diff ppl..Bt there was never a whole...Cause we never sorted out our differences...We owise fought over it...Compromises were never made either... Bt i tink i'm to blame...So i shouldn't sob over my mistakes...I'm meant to live to learn them n make them rite all over again....Bt to luv again will be the hardest thing tat i'm ever gonna do... for nw i should try to hide wat i'm feeling each day of my life...Everyday brings smething special to live for... My family is totally out of the question...cause things have gotten worst at hme... parents aren't in gd terms anymre... So dun really care anymre... anyways i'm learning smething everyday of my living...
Puttin tat all aside...Soccer...Man utd beat portsmouth 3-0 man...It was an awesome match...Especially wen ronaldo n louis saha came in...They made it memorable for george best...Ronaldo wore the number 7 shirt George's number wif pride... It was gd send off for...George best will be the most memorable player tat ever lived...It had to die tragically...One min of silence...All man utd supporters will owise rmb him...For his awesome goals n the player he was for man utd... So ending things off here....