Screw me!

Okay yes i knw i've suppose to have shifted already.
But the damn livejournal is giving me loads of problems.
This is temporary only.
Cause i don't wish to use this blog as well cause of the many memories in here as i've said before.


26th feb 2009
Insecurities. Cold shoulder.Doubts.
Feelings i should never feel like seriously.
Talking to bestie after a long time made me feel a bit better.
But it hasn't gotten my everything out of my head.
I think, i think too much.
But then there has to be a reason for me to think too much.
The lack of time time spent?
Maybe it makes me feel like we're drifting apart.
I should go screw myself for this unwanted thoughts.
Cause suddenly crying seems to be like the happiest thing.
But i shouldn't.
I'm not treating my body well again.
Yes again.
I used to abuse my body as in health wise.
and i'm doing it again.
The amount of shit i'm going to get from my uncle again.
Maybe all this over thinking makes me abuse my body.
I dunno.
I guess my mind isn't communicating with my body anymore.
I should stop this like right now.
Okay i go watch supernatural to get my mind off stuff.
You knw the winchester brothers gets you away from things way too easily.
hahas
chao lovelies.

p.s: Again this is temporary until i find out what's the problem with my livejournal.




senses fail-slow dance