Lovesick sucide

30 oct 2005
14:23p.m
Listening to East 146 on purevolume

Well today is dame borin...Nthing to do on the com...I'm dieing...Guess wat? I got promoted to sec 4...I'm lyk dame happy...Muz study lyk fuck next year...N-level muz do well to go up to sec5...Die die oso muz study everday n concentrate in class...Holidays have started...Dunno wat to do...As usual i will stay in fara's huse 1 of the days...On fri Fara n i dyed each others hair...I'm gonna cut my hair today n re-dye my hair...too bad i can't cut mohawk...Mum disapproves...Lyk fuck man...Mohawk is dame cool...Haiz have to listen to my mum...My new year is lyk in 2 days tym...I have no mood to celebrate it...Pls do i celebrate new year's...nope...Anyways tat is it...

14:30pm
Still listening to east 146 on purevolume

Scarlet affair

I guess i haven been busy...There is simply nthing to do...Juz slack n wait for my dieing day...Can u believe it...I have been so fuckin blind for so lng...He has a crush on my best fren...I juz realize aft all the talk...I nw knw why u decided to leave juz lyk tat...Tt day u used me n juz threw me away...I ain't dumb no mre....This seriously sux...I had enough of yew...I'm pissed all the way to the top wif u...U r nt gonne see me smiling at u no mre...Cause u r the screwed up one nt me n neva me....Juz fuck off frm my life...If ican scream at u...I would bt then i would be lyk u...smeone hu only tinks of themselves...I will neva be lyk tat aft wat u have done to me...Tis is juz fucked up...I gotta forget it n move on WITHOUT YEW....

A new me

I got a new blog...Thanx to my designer and my besti Fara....Thanx alot...Exams are over...Last 2 weeks of skul already... Next week gettin report book already...die!...Haven gotten any marks yet...Waitin bt scared to see them...din go to skul today...too tired...beside nthing to do in skul...i'm juz readin n readin...I'm so dame fuckin pissed at smeone... Firstly he says tat he luvs me n makes me tink he cares n the next moment...his nt there anymre...he juz pisses me off totally....When will he realize his mistakes i wonder... maybe when i slap him...tat is hw pissed i am... I'm tired of waitin already... Anyways tat is it...

Nobody puts baby in the corner

Haven written for 2 months i guess...Lazy to write...I guess lots have changed...Bein single and bein in luv is the most awesome thing tat has happened to me...Exams r goin on rite nw...Gotta really pass cause if i neva then i'm screwed lah...I'm studyin hard...Pass few days study till 1 in the mrning...then exam cannot concentrate...Gettin sick oso cause i'm nt eatin properly...Maybe muz go to the hospital again...Nw i can't money...it is so irritatain...HAven spoken to my father for very lng...LOts have changed...so tat's it...When i gt mood then i write gain...