I must learn to love the sinner, hate the sin.

Hmmm....Well badminton was fun yesterday. I din get to play but who cares.I still got to play with the guys. This morning i woke up with aches all over my body.So i didnt go to skul cause i slept late last night too.Couldn't sleep till like 1 in the morning. So anyways yesterday after badminton.Stance called me up and asked me to go to atar to meet thwm up.Went there met up with lms and stance.Amin came afterwards. Then that sec 2 guy came.I've got this crush on him. I foun out his thai and his 16. When he left stance wanted to actually go after him to get his number for me.I was like 'stance don't'.Idiot sia he. But yesterday was fun though.all of our nonsesnses. I can't smoke or drink anymore.Shit sia.The cigarette was rite infront of me.So tempting but had to stop myself. I quitting officially. After 5 yrs of heavy smoking i'm stopping.I've my reasons.

I'm so bored this pass few days.I have no idea why. Can't wait to see Fara since she has moved to the rehab centre.Maybe i shall head down this sat after badminton with the guys. I hope i dun go against my plans as wat i did last sat.

His forgotten me. waiting to see when he remembers.So till my next entry depressing kid siging out.


And there's the rub, we can talk for a while
But I have sweet nothings to say
You don't want me anyway, you don't want me anyway
So why, why should I stay?

So goodbye to you and your life
Your new best friends, your confidence
And I'll be here when you get home

Sitting halfway, away from nowhere
Praying for our lips to touch
Holding myself for a second
Just to catch you smile on this line

So goodbye to you and your life (two months, eight weeks)
Your new best friends, your confidence (turn my hours into days)
And I'll be here when you get home (when you get home)

So goodbye to you and your life (two months, eight weeks)
Your new best friends, your confidence (turn my hours into days)
And I'll be here when you get home, when you get home

[Voices:] I can't feel the same about you anymore [many times]

Is it just like you said it would be (it's never easy),
I can't feel this way about you anymore
Is it just like you said it would be (it's never easy),
I can't feel the same

I can't feel this way,
I can't feel the same about you anymore (it's never easy)
About you anymore (it's never easy)
No, I can't feel this way
I can't feel the same about you anymore (it's never easy)
About you anymore (it's never easy)
About you anymore

What goes around comes around

Just got back from chem lessons.My nose is really killing me.I've had flu for like 3 weeks already.It's worst today.I wish i get better for interhouse tmr. I dun want to screw up my medal winning oppourtunity.Ya rite?As if i can get a medal in badminton.

Anyways school was alrite today.Except that it was like test day.First get back eng common test compo.Lucky i did good.Now i've got to type it out.I'm like in the midst of that rite now.But it can wait. Then it was physics test after that.I know i screwed that up.Physics confirm fail. After that recess,Was mugging for social studies like fuck.In the end, During test i missed out some of the impt points.Fuck man.I better pass that test. Maths was a killer. Cause my flu got worst then.So i eneded up talking bout tatoos to the guys.Cause Hilmy wants to do a nautical star. He keeps on asking me wat colour he should do? Anyways after that was lit.Test papers was given out. Fel and me got highest.Wah all that studying paid off. Ms sim said that i could get distinctions for my eng and lit but it's super hard.Again high expectations are on me.Fuck shit.

Alritey.That's it.I need to continue with my assignment.Wish me luck for tmr.Depressing kid signing out.


Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find


What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)

now we will

Alrites.The school week has passed.The weekends arrive for much enjoyment.

Tonite it's off to town to watch chingay with the guys.But with the heavy downpour i guess we will be just hanging out.So meeting them later at serangoon.But i still have one ticket left.Cause justin decided to back out at the last minute.Ah...Wat to do with it?hmmm.forget it.

Anyways tmr morning it's off to pulau ubin for cycling and fishing with i tink 10 guys.Me. only girl again.But well their company is fun anyways.After the that we will be off to play badminton.Around the evening time is down to the hospital to see Fara.Have to pass her sis her n-level cert.Then we'll talk to her and crack stupid jokes.My grandpa is in the ward opp Faras.so gonna see him.Then it willbe back home.Such a tiring day.My day starts at 8 and it ends late at night.Sunday i'm gonna wake up with much bodyaches.

Yup so anyways.thats bout it.

Ridin' in the drop top with the top down
Saw you switchin' lanes girl
Pull up to the red light, lookin' right
Come here, let me get your name girl
Tell me where you from, what you do, what you like
Let me pick your brain girl
And tell me how they got that pretty little face on that pretty little frame girl
But let me show you 'round, let me take you out
Bet you we could we could have some fun girl
'Cause we can do it fast (fast), slow, whichever way you wanna run girl
But let me buy you drinks, better yet rings
Do it how you want it done girl
And who would've thought that you could be the one 'cause I

I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)

Come on and lemme show you 'round
Let me take you out, bet you we could have some fun girl
'Cause we can dress it up, we can dress it down
Any way you want it done girl
Or we can stay home, talkin' on the phone
Rappin' 'til we see the sun girl
Do what I gotta do, just gotta show you that I'm the one girl
Well I'mma freak you right, each and every night
I know how to do it insane girl
'Cause I can make it hot, make it stop
Make you wanna say my name girl
Come on baby please 'cause I'm on my knees
Can't get you off my brain girl
But who would've thought that you could be the one 'cause I

I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)
'Cause I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)

The summer's over for the both of us
But that doesn't mean we should give up on love
You're the one I've been thinking of
And I knew the day I met you you'd be the one

I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)
'Cause I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love, you'll see
This just can't be summer love (L-O-V-E)

Just tell me it's okay to die

Let's say i've been in the worst state ever.A Flu that i've been having for many days and something he said makes me tink twice bout so much of things.I couldn't sleep last night cause of it.Tossing and turning,pondering over it.Wonder if to night it would be any better.I dun want to toss and turn again.Not another sleepless night crying.tears are of no use it's just my decsion with wat the fuck am i gonna do with myself. No more drinks and no more smokes.Just me and time.To leave you like totally or not?I'm so weak at doing that cause u made everything right like all over again.If i leave i'll be MOVING ON from you understand.If i stay,then it's a fucking lie.I knew it, everything was a lie.Expectations were never from me.I never wanted anything but...

Well such a short entry but hope it says much.Depressing kid signing out.

The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass
Time to let go of all we know
and break our hearts in stride.

I need you now more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights
My life on standby.

So standby and watch
This fall away and fall apart.

Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
(NOW... SHE'S...GONE)

Don't worry he Said,
and she's not coming home.
(SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)

It's over and she's gone.

The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass.
I fall to pieces, I can't let go
Of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
(NOW... SHE'S...GONE)

Don't worry he said,
and she's not coming home.
(SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)

It's over and she's gone.

Wake up

WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die
(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die

Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die

Gone

Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We miss everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end
Come to a
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end
Come to a
Why do all good things come to an end?

Travelling i always stop at exits
Wondering if I
Young and restless
Living this way i stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and i don't cry
I only feel gravity and i wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end
Come to a
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end
Come to a
Why do all good things come to an end?

Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon

Hoping it would come soon so that they could die
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end
Come to a
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end
Come to a
Why do all good things come to an end?

Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a
day until the feeling went away
And the sky was falling and the
Clouds were dropping and the...
Rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

Jesus christ!

I'm not gonna write much cause i'm down with a fucking flu and i din do much either.

Well today all i did was go over to Fara's place.Went to see her pepe,tinkerbell and the newborn babies.So cute lah.They are like smaller then my hand.Somemore cannot see.They were like 4 blind mices running around.Even though they are rabbits.But so cute i swear.Anyways after that headed down to the hospital to see Fara with mummy,my bro,cousin and aunty.Waited for wati at the hospital.I'm glad to knw Fara still loves me and she does not hate me.I'm happy.I know that in a years time she would be the Fara i once knew.She is trying to speak,giving kisses and all.I'm so happy.I taught her how to say Thank you.Hahas.Even though it's a simple word i'm happy that i taught her that.

So yup that is all i did.Dun tink that i have started believeing in god.My jesus christ is a cursing shit.Fel always gives me that look when i do it.Well Fel it's fun cursing jesus christ.So anyways that is about it.Depressing kid signing out.

In the day
In the night
Say it all
Say it right
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?

Fairytales,Princes,princesses,rainbows and sunshines

guys i'm really sorry bout my last entry.Just couldn't take everything at once.I mean most of u guys knw by now wat i mean.

Anyways yesterday went to see fara.After 2 busy weeks i get to see her.Went down with Watie before heading to town.Well Fara is much better now.Her reponses are very good.Lauging,smiling and responding to us.So happy ot see she is doing better.Even though loads off ppl have told me it's best that she goes,I'm happy there is still many more out there who wants her to stay despite her conditions.I rather see my bestfriend then have her not here.I know many agree with me.Anyways shall say more.

on wednesday was vday.Guess wat?I spent it with LMS and drummer boy.Sadness sia.Somemore went to atar and slack.No life sia.In the end he went out with his friends and i met up with them both. My vdays every year is like i'm a loner.My love life really sad case.Haiz.Lovelifes.

Yesterday was girls day out to town.Wati,fel and char.It was actually supposed to be lms but she ended up waking up late.So char followed us.Supposed to study but she din. So watie was shopping like mad cause she had just gotten her pay.The three of them shopping but me broke.Sadness.I need to work like real badly.I need money.It never drops from the sky does it.

OKay i've decided to do something different with my blog entries.I mean everyone is sick with my suicidal and boring entries.I'm gonna start writting about my take on the different topics in the world.My first topic ever is on music.

MUSIC
Well music is a universal langauge for pratically everything. To describe our moods,things we do and etc.But nowadays music is different.It's become like there are genres to one fixed person.For example we have the emo kids,The hip-hop ppl and much more groups. This shows that ppl have become more of followers then leaders. Which is sad as it shows the lack of leaders in this world. Anyways when famous or commercialized bands come to a country or town to perform its called concerts.when bands who aren't that well known and are coming up only they are called gigs.This shows that bands have been divided in to 2 diff types. Why can't they just be all called concerts or all be called gigs? I think there are very few youths who listen to all genres and dun have one fixed genre they listen to. Well as for me i listen to everything.Cause as long as the song has good lyrics or a perfect beat or just both,I think the song is good.Well much of my friends dun have a fixed genre.But there are many with fixed genres too.It's sad that many can't appreciate the other wonderful music.

Well that is my take on music.Any comments my tagboard is open to all for their comments.My next topic is every girls fav.Shopping.So till my next entry.Depressin kid signing out.


alling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite
And in the mirror, all midnight eyes
Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit
All midnight eyes read "vacancy"
Twisted, twisting

To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?"
But they never stopped playing "their song"
Of a joyous song they sing, I've heard whispers
On a freezing note, I resonate

Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist... twisting me

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt, oh

In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet
Praying this will never end
In the shadow of a star, in static pallor
I realized I never began

Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist... twisting me

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey... grey... twisting me

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you're so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

your msg has made me realised

I've got nothing much to say anymore.Cause last night it just triggered me.Ur msg mad me realise.I've prepared for my departure tmr.Hope your happy.Things u say now cannot change my decision.Cause i've made up my mind.Thanks for making me realise that status means alot. hope u guys take care of urself. Thanks for everything everyone.Such great mentors during my hard times.Well i guess it's time for me.I can't wait any longer.Sunshines and rainbows i will see often now.well ur present will be done soon.It will be something that u can rmb me by.My last thing form me to you.U promised that u would appreciate it.Hope you do.well lst thing iwanna say.I'm very sorry for having said that last night.Take care of urself.Okay then.Depressing kid signing out.

i don't believe you
and i never will
oh i can't live by your side
with the lies you've tried to instill
i can't take anymore
i dont have to give you a reason
for leaving this time
coz this is my last goodbye

it's like i hardly know you
but maybe i never did
it's like every emotion you showed me
you kept well hid
and every true word that you ever spoke
was really deceiving
now i'm leaving this time
coz this is my last goodbye

i've gotta turn and walk away
i don't have anything left to say
i haven't already said before
i've grown tired of being used
and i'm sick and tired of being accused
now i'm walking away from you
and i'm not coming back

I was born in a life that i was meant to end

This is one of the longest times since i've been online blogging.Well busy with loads of things.

Firstly lady alaska got in to the semi finals of the supernova inter-skul rock band competition.which was today.We din get into the finals but the best part was that from the 3 bands in our skul.Represented our skul.Our original is dame nice though.Title:Forgiveness.

The whole of this week was jamming.We had to get ready for our our semi's.So thursday i din go skul cause it was cross-country day.Went to polyclinic to get my knee checked.Now my both knee must wear knne guard durin sports.Stupid sia.After that met up with the guys for jamming.After jam headed down to town with edmund and LMS.Last minute decision of piercing.I pierced my naval.The pain i felt during the process sucked but it's nice now.I love it.

Anyways yesterday was o level result day.He got 13 for L1R4.Happy for him.I passed my syllabus B.So this year free from MT.I better mug like fuck for my o's.That is if i make it to o's.

Anyway today i feel like shit.I got no mood dunno.I feel like killin myself.Well things that we do might be our last.Cause rev will be gone soon.It's a matter of time.Depressing kid is gone now.


You know that I can't see
the damaged marking now
from the corner of my eyes
when this is all stretched out
to the wall and their lips are
shooing out at me

And as I look I see the cracks below,
And I see myself fall into them,
And I see what I've been running from,
And I just don't understand how you're gone,
How could you do this to me?

It's all been opened up
as wide as it can go
Still your lips are shooing out at me
You knew that I can hear every word
you shout at the top of your lungs

And as I look I see the cracks below,
And I see myself fall into them,
And I see what I've been running from,
And I just don't understand how you're gone,
How could you do this to me?

I've seen lovers dance
and I was under the impression
that you felt the same way, too
that you felt the same way, too
that you felt the same way, too
I've seen lovers dancing in windows
I've seen lovers dancing
I've seen lovers dancing in windows
I've seen lovers dancing
I've seen lovers dancing in windows
I've seen lovers dance

How about enough

Okay today is proper blogging day.Cause i'm totally free even if tmr is common test day but it's english.Who cares?

Thursday When sakaeing with Char and fel.It was super hilarious.Cause i was a virgin to it.My very frist time.I almost puked on my 3rd ssalmon.I couldn't taste anything though.But i enjoyed the tofu and the ramen.So good lah.The soft shell crab was alright.Well char and fel,Thanks for bringing me to sakae for my first time.It was fun and the whole 4 bucks for a plastic box was a rush decision.Hilarious of me.I just needed the box.hahas.

Friday was another hilarious day for me.I was supposed to go to chat to just meet up with them but inthe end kena work.But good.At least i got paid.It was a busy night.Full house till 11.The tips was even better.when home tired out but couldn't sleep.I think i'm suffering from insomia. I better not be suffering from cause i dun want to see sleeping pills.It's tempting in everyway.So slept late watching tv.

Saturday was fun.Went jamming at music assemble.Cool place.I loved the bass it was sounded so good i swear.After that it was off to the hospital to see Fara.Khai and Mark met up with us there.so we went up first.Alaskans meeting Fara and bonding with her in everyway.Khai made jokes as usual.anyway i sense Fara is angry with me.she gives me a look of hatred.I'm scared.Even a dream i had,Her frist words to me was'I hate you for not meeting me that night.'If she does say that i swear there will be no more Rev.So after seeing her went to have our dinner and it was off to take our band pics.It's so nice i swear.I shall put them up.after that it was back home.

I was stupid to ask my space from him.The whole reason why i did that was cause cutie boy was tempting me with a simple fling session.I'm not gonna say who is he cause he is attached.It's tempting cause i'm single but if i did it i'll live with a fucking guilt.I've not initiated that session yet.But i'm scared i will.But anways i msged him yesterday night and told him the whole truth.We talked the night away.In the end kena wait for his call but he fell asleep.Typical of him.But nvm.Used to it already.

So anyways Depressing kid signing out.

I've got the gift of one liners
And you've got the curse of curves
And with this gift I compose words
And the question that comes forward
Are you perspiring from the irony
Or sweating to these lyrics
And this just in
You're a dead fit
But my wit won't allow it
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse of curves
So with the combination of my gift with one liners
And my way
My way with words
It seems I'm too hip to keep tight lipped
And you're on the gossip team
You're making something out of nothing
And jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win

We All have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah, that's where mine go
that's where mine go
We all have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah that's where mine go
Where the reality grows:
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
With skin you'll win
Skin you'll win

Things you say mean something

Not really gonna make this long.Cause i'm gonna go off like real soon.

No caracal today.So sad.LMS has a fever.So i'm off to Chat to visit prema and the gang at chat.Should be spending my time chatting over there.My friday plans got so screwed.It's cause maybe rev can't think properly. Guess wat?I asked for my space from him for sometime.Cause i just couldn't take it anymore.Pissed me off on wed.It was really bad.It's gotten to the extent that i dun even want to talk to him at all now. But someone told me she was getting bad vibes from him too.It's like making me tink twice,if this space thing would be permanant or just for awhile.Hope things clear up though.Well,I've already started on it so i'm giving it to u on vday.I'm not gonna stop halfway.U deserve it more than anyone.It's up to you if u want to appreciate it a not.I dun want anything in return except for my idiot.Hope you understand wat i'm trying to say.


So Depressing kid signing out.


I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Your eyes were covered in sunglasses
When they first met mine
I sat there and stared at you
You didn't seem to mind
The awkward ways we meet

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
What will happen next
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

I never cared how i dressed before
But i cared that night
Anticipation ran through my bones
And my clothes never fit right
I can't wait 'til we meet again

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
What will happen next
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Framed pictures start to be put on the walls
Constant visits while im out on the road
Its hard to leave sometimes
But you know where i lay my head at night

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
What will happen next
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know