thanks for the memories

I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand off)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

One night and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

I'll never trust men in love.If i do,slap me

The week goes by fast.Damn.Exams near like some fucking wat the hell. Well i've been mugging my fucking mind off.It's not good enoughbut i'm trying to do my very best.Everyday also stay back.Like wat is the world coming to?Can't i have a free day on my own.Ah fuck it.
Had battle of the bands yesterday and today.Confirm we ain't gonna win.Fusion is definatly winning.with Amin as their drummer and all.It's a definate for them.I mean i screwed up certain notes and the whole school hears it cause why my fucking bass amp was louder than the 2 guitar amps.Damn.I was so pissed.No one told me.When Benny told me after i left the stage i was fuming.Well i went up and told zul to lower the volume.U see i'm good but no one is ever good to me.Fuck it.
We went Ubin last week.It was so fun.I fell in the mud.I was like in mud from top to maybe my t-shirt only.But i was the only one who had to fall but hey it was fun.Riding through the mud and all.A fun day on saturday with the guys and Miss ....
Rev misses him dunno why.Cause i feel a sense of regret in all i've done.I'm hoping eveyday that i can change time to the time Fara asked me to have that drink with her.Everything would have been different if i had said YES.Ah damn all the things that could have been changed with a single word.LIfe would have definately been different.But still everything has been done and it's just regrets that i carry with me.alrites that is about it.I'm out.

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty


Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime


Because


I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery


She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you


Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime


I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know


I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art


I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

good news!

weeeeeee!Lady alaska has rehearsals for battle of the band sgs tmr.so happy.Playing with out without B. Even though i have to carry my fucking bass around.but i'm happy.Yeah. We're goin down down in a earlier around.Guess the song.

Weapons in the form of words

Wokays.I'm back from a long break.I'm not gonna say wat the fuck my break was for though.Cause i knw the truth now and i feel like an idiot.I swear.I just din knw where i stood in life.JUst that everyone i love decided to betray me.No one to talk to then.sadness.since i'm seeking professional help.I mean i haven started but i'm going to.Hope The psychatrist is like super nice.I mean it's gonna be a long term thing and all.I've decided to look at the positive side of life now. Everything is so good now.Well half my time i'm mugging.That is at home.I mug to get away from everything that is happeneing at home.When i got out things at home got worst.I've been trying to avoid home as much as possible though.Once i get the timetable for exams it is into hibernation for me.So i'll like M.I.A for that period of time and after everything is done.It's time for the best times before it's back to muggin in july.Since i'm just doing it for myself now.I dun give a fuck's hell bout anyone anymore.Weeee!Life is fun. It's gonna be pulau ubin for me this sat morning.Gotta go.Cause the last time i bastard them already.

Hmmm.I saw H today in school. I mean i din want to see him.Well alls my fault.If only i had known the truth before i did that stupid thing.I would still be talking to him.Sianded.I know i was asking for it. H and R have been nice to me.They understand except for someone like S.Dame he just asks questions that make fell like crying.Well School ha been fun with F,R,G and the guys. So hopefully the days would get better.So till my next entry.Bubye.

P.S:To all those whose been gosspin bout me.Fuck off.I can't say that to the teachers.But well talk make me confront you.


Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

KIll me if u must

Damn it.I just read his blog.Shouldn't have done it.I know i'm gonna break down into tears any moment now.But i've been holding back for so long.Shit i shouldn't have read his blog. I hate this.I just made a bet that i would go into depression during exams but it seems it will be earlier.I rather kill myself then be in depression again.I knew it all along something was wrong.Why the fuck must my instincts be right?I hate this right now.Wah somemore tmr is Fara's birthday.Should i go down? My bestfriend sia.Why must i be so fucking screwed up.It seems i shall stick to a decision that i've been wanting for along time.Ah fuck.I never wanted it to end this way though.But well it seems a decision must be taken. I knew it when there were cold shoulders and my long days of wait. Rev why? I know Fara is angry with me too.Isn't it best to do what i've wanted to do. So i shall.Well,I'll be gone for sometime.Lonely days i need for sometime.Do take care of urselfs guys.This i guess is my last time.Any hush decisions i make will be known when i've really taken them. Dun bother talking to me anymore.U've done enough damage to kill me.Bye.Depressing kid signing out.

I'm selfish as selfish
cause your giving me a run for my money

Baby forgot me

Not much to say.Gonna make this a super short entry.
Boring day in skul.Except that diq did it again. Going bout him infront of miss tan.Until miss Tan was like His gone already.Then me and diq was like oh my gosh. I told her like straight'Cher u say as if he died already.' So she corrected her sentence.Super hilarious.That was definately my highlight of the day.
I decided not to go for netball today.firstly no mood and tired ah. So waited with stance cause he wanted to take floorball stick from his coach.So was up in the hall with the guys.They were playing basketball first then after that we started kicking the floorball balls.It was fun though.She kept on looking at me i dunno why also.Not happy she can come confront me anytime.I'll give it to her one shot.hahas.Cause i've always been not happy with her. Ever since i heard her name with him.Can't take her at all. Stance wanted to run away from that sec1 girl.It's good that his keeping his distance from her. Stance thanks for the jacket today.I would have probably died of the coldness today.I his daughter so must take care of me.Jokes! We left school with hilmy.So took the bus and back to granny's house now.

Sianded it's really been super long since i've heard from him.It saddens me when i tink about it.Ppl can forget me sia. I dunno why but i was crying my whole night.The memories of the first night at the hospital came crawling back.I knw she has gotten so much better.But everytime i think about it.I always think i could've changed things that night.I still rmb the date.27dec2006.I'll never forget that day.My fucking 'No' changed everything.Ah shit.i shall not say more.So depressing kid signing out.


I've resolved upon this course, which has no need of you
Denying this day, didn't stop it from coming
Promise me, that you won't be consumed when you realize
We're screaming at the same moon

Shredded by state lines
Press my face up against the glass
With both eyelids shut and
baby, this won't get any easier
baby, this won't get any easier
baby, this won't get any easier

Don't let this die, we may never fall in love again
It's hard but worth the wait when it's over
...this die, we may never fall in love again
It's hard but worth the wait when it's over

Now open up wide, fist first down your throat
Where no beauty lies, and rip out what should've been mine

Comfort always made the rescue, we always hoped 'for the best'
I'll burn this with torches, and drown in my consideration

I'll burn this with torches, and drown in my consideration