hey gerl!! cheer up man!!

hey gerl!man..i so pity u.i realise tt ur family members lyk to peep in ur personal life yeah?ish..ish..chill la..next tym juz keep things to urself.ppl arnd u cant be trusted.so juz gotta hang on til ur 21 when u can have ur freedom yeah?pliz pliz..do nt write stuff tt is SO personal in ur blog!its DANGEROUS!!OUTRAGEOUS!!hahas.

hey peeps out there who are reading!!
teenagers need some privacy!wad's up with u ppl keep going thru our stuffs?blogs is like someone for us to tell our joy & sorrows.i dont get u ppl.one eg. my sis! ergh! i so cant stand her! she checks my hp very often.eh hello?! its MY HP nt urs!check for wad?as if ur bf msg here.i mean we really need our own space..hahas.. alright.. i'll stop here..

ok rev, u tc alright? love ya! *muacks*

2 diff religions....

I haven't written for quite a while cause of my examz...Its been really stressin...Today when my results came out i was lyk i confirm gonna retain...bt when my geog marks came out i was so fuckin happy...Bt still my marks ain't good...n my mum would nt be happy wif it...I'm scared tat smething might happen...which i would nt want it to happen...Anyway for a month i can't touch him or....Which fuckin hell makes me angry...A month, nt a few days or a week...bt a fuckin month...I hate tis...Y muz there be so many diff religions...Y nt juz one fuckin religion...Haiya...i would be fuckin borin doin nthing for a month...its so far been onli 5 days...there is still so many days left...Hate my life... My mum was rite....Y couldn't i have found a guy wif the the same fuckin religion as me...Anti-god...Satan rulez foreva...

Haiz....

Today my history paper sucked...source base Q all so dame hard...I even slept halfway....Made up my own fuckin history...haha...haistory lessons should be conducted by me....yesterday my maths paper sucked...lost 9 marks...dame sian...Geog paper sucked too...confirm gonna fail....tml will be sci which i'm ready to fail n dnt nt tat impt...haiz...life is borin...My friendship wif my best fren is slowly goin away...which sux...actually everything wif everyone is goin away....My friendship, my relationship wif everyone is slowly dieing...lyk tat i rather be dead....dunno lah..Anyway i did nt break wif him...he made me feel so bad...Haiya... let me treasure tis one relationship...anyway sigin out....

lovin my past...

Today my examz sucked...did nt study for lit or maths. I lost 7 marks in my maths...Gonna fail badly for sure...I have so much to tink about..almost blanked out durin lit...Wif all tis confusion i might break up wif him...if he does nt care then its over...I don't want to change juz for him..cause i knw tat i neva did flirt...Friday at mac was my wake up call...Frm tat day my feelins for him is goin away cause he called me a flirt...nw my feelins is for my ex...Y my life muz be so hard in chosin the rite choices....If he doesn't do wat he suppose to do...then i myself dunno wat to do...I'm confused within breakin up n nt...Imight regret if i break up wif him..bt it might be beta aft all...Hatin myself for smething smeone else did....haiz...I'm nt alrite, bt i don't want anyone to feel sorry for me...sigin out

Cryin inside....

Today my day definatly sucked...Saw Manoj n Raga...Haiya wish my life could be away frm them...Still they r my frens...Cried lyk hell at mac...So many problems...so lil tym...haiz...Dunno wat to do wif my life already...Pissed mark off..I feel so bad...He suppose teach me geog in the end neva met up wif...Cryin in mac to my bros...cause sme ppl call me flirt, when i am nt one at all...I changed when Raga changed me for good...Nw i don't flirt...Anyway my day sucked my MT paper as usual i slacked...Confirm a fail...My eng i was too stressed tat i cried...My whole life cryin...Hate it...Anyway tml is my big dae..Finally...So sigin out...

Day went good finally....

Today all the sec 2 classes had briefin for streamin...I've decided to choose chem/physics, social studies n lit n POA...Gt scoldin frm my teacher for no reason....Hate her to the core....i'm havin exams tml...so wouldn't be able to write for a while...I did nt write yesterday cause was angry a bit....On my anniversary...i cried to my bros...The onli ppl hu really understand me...n hu really care...onli one good thing happened yesterday...I gt choosen to be 17 magazines true star gals model...onli 50 gerls get chosen...n i am one of them...the best thing is i get paid...Fara oso gt chosen...Yeah! We muz be in white...n in full make-up..i hate make-up...anyway gtg...needa release stress...

My past is haunting me

Yesterday i did not write cause my past life is cmin back...I hate it...Startin to regret wat i did to my ex...Even though i am wif a guy i luv a lot...Tryin to forget the past,bt its hard...When those times were so hard for me....Bta nt talk about it...Today i stress in skul cause of fuckin jean...Keep on pestering bout Xerxes pen...lyk i would give it to her...Skul sucked as usual...all liverpool fans had their head hangin down...haha...Aft skul went jammin...For two borin hours...bt within tat 2 hours smething happened...had my first kiss...THe thing was i didn't knw hw to kiss...I was shiverin aft tat...TAlked to eddy(my bro)felt so much beta...Muz thank him loads...I felt so stupid...Tml would be my one month...Cool...Anyway my day can be said good n bad...

Sorry owise helps

Today didn't go out anywhere and it was borin...bt i gt to sleep so tat is good...Tis whole week has been exhaustin...Studyin is so tirin...I apologised to him...he told me he would hold nthing against me...so it has owise been true tat sorry owise helps anyone out...Watched one tree hill....other then tat i did nthing else...so gtg....

er... knock knock..

knock knock..juz drop by to say hi..
dont be so upset ok? life is lyk a roller coaster..
tc..!

Hate bastards

Today my day was spoiled by my boyfren...He ditched me again....So frustratin...he doesn't even treat me lyk his gf,treats me lyk a fren...Hate my relationship...My mt period sucked...My teacher pick on me again...Hate her to the core...Gt scoldin durin art for talkin to sadiq...His bad luck to me...Durin recess oso could nt be wif him...he was avoidin me...owise chase me away...Dnt was k...gt children day present frm mrs tan...She so good...Aft skul my mood spoil...cause of him..hate him...He oso owe me smething...My day sucked...wish it could have been beta...