My everyday wars

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Yellowcard-Only one

Broken this fragile thing now
And i can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And i've thrown my words all around
But i can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (broken up)
And i give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, My only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breakin up(breakin up)
I feel like giving up(Giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here i go scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here i go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here i go scream my lungs out and try tot get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, My only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, My only one

loads of things have changed

Skul is cmin to a near....the new year is lyk a 3 days away....tym juz flies lyk hell...part of me wants me to be in skul n another i don't...Well most of me wants to be in skul...the other part is juz scared...Wat might happen n wat might nt happen....new subjects in upper sec....wow it's all at one go...juz lyk tat...bt still we have to go on wif life....It happens to be lyk....alot of us have changed..i tink all of us....i juz guess it has owise happened over the holidays n all....anyways...My christmas was borin...the next day i watched soccer through out the night...i tink all i do is watch tv...man u won the last 2 games...which was tis morning n on the 26th...arsenal won n chelsea won...other then tat juz slacked my days off...On the 31st havin sme sort of movie marathon...Watchin movies all nite lng...i'm juz a movie freak...the last movie i watched was Troy...juz luv tt movie...the fight for romance....bt the best part is the war violence...it was juz so cool....Anyways juz wishin for a beta tml....

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Ditch me n ur dead

Tis 2 days have been dame borin...nthing to do...juz sleepin n eating lyk a pig...bt i don't look lyk one...dame weird...suppose to buy christmas present...in the end sme1 ditchs me...n buys christmas present already...i don't want to say names....the person says one thing to me n goes n do another behind my back....kinda angry...neva replied to my msgs....i neva knew i had such frens...we live in a world wif such ppl....have to take such ppl...hu cares bout them...i don't care...if the person does such things....anyway tt is it...livin wif anger merry christmas to all

Thursday, December 23, 2004

In the end we're all dieing

Tis holidays have been so borin...so many things has happened...So many ppl have changed...includin me....i guess i've becme a person hu doesn't care about anyone anymre..except for my besties.....anyway tis is the onli tym for me to enjoy everything...cause in the end we're all dieing...hu eva say i'm turnin bitchy...guess wat?...Fuck off....i am hu i am....christmas is lyk tis sat...n i'm gonna be hme doin nthing bt watch the fuckin tv....Anyway skuls startin....so its good,nt really....anyway tts it.....

Thursday, December 16, 2004

gettin my money today

Finally gettin my money today...Can go shoppin already...I'm gonna get sweatshirt....yeah! Let's see wat i can update about...Man u draw wif fullham...fuck man...Nvm still gt other match's....I went out on monday....wif fara...suppose go east coast in the end it was rainin cats n dogs....So went ot bishan...n then went to amaliah huse n then to bishan park n then hme...Haiz life is gettin borin as it goes...I juz remebered arsenal-chelsea match draw...n fabregas was so hot....i juz luv him...tml might be goin out wif fara...go shoppin..i want to watch Ocean 12...the movie dame cool...might be watchin tml...Anyway nthing else to say....

Monday, December 13, 2004

don't want to be anything other than wat i've been tryin to be lately

Tonite is the big match Arsenal- chelsea...Wonder whose gonna win...Can't wait for next week...I'm gonna get my soccer ball...Which is finally....Gettin my spainsh dictionary....tml is man utd game...Tonite fabregas playin...I'm so happy....Wat i've been doin tis week is slack...Next week goin out....Finally again...anyway i've gt nthing....

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Spain won

My days being at hme is gettin mre borin....All i've been doin is watchin soccer, watchin soccer n watchin soccer...Haiz....In the futsal world cup spain won....As i predicted....Man utd won again...Let's see hu scored? Scholes, Rooney n Ronaldo....Liverpool match draw n Arsenal won...I haven't been doin much...All i do is slack or watch tv....Can't wait to go back to skul...JUz waitin for my money... I can finally get my cds....n my spainsh dictionary....Lets see i wanna get good charlotte, collision course,jay sean n best of blue...Anyway i've gt nthing to say...sigin out
SPAIN WON! YEAH

Friday, December 03, 2004

It's december

Finally it's december....Christmas is cmin n i can't wait for it....The year is cmin to an end too...I juz can't wait to go back to skul...I'm too bored at hme...No one has called me out...At hme doin crap...I'm happy today cause taufik won...I'm lyk so happy....Lets see wat i've done tis week...slacked, slacked n i topped up my card yesterday...finally....Ppl pls call me out...I'm dieing day by day....Been watchin soccer to pass my tym....In the carling cup man utd beat arsenal 1-0. In EPL liverpool beat arsenal 2-1...Arsenal ain't goin nowhere...Anyway nthing to say...sigin out