Weapons in the form of words

Wokays.I'm back from a long break.I'm not gonna say wat the fuck my break was for though.Cause i knw the truth now and i feel like an idiot.I swear.I just din knw where i stood in life.JUst that everyone i love decided to betray me.No one to talk to then.sadness.since i'm seeking professional help.I mean i haven started but i'm going to.Hope The psychatrist is like super nice.I mean it's gonna be a long term thing and all.I've decided to look at the positive side of life now. Everything is so good now.Well half my time i'm mugging.That is at home.I mug to get away from everything that is happeneing at home.When i got out things at home got worst.I've been trying to avoid home as much as possible though.Once i get the timetable for exams it is into hibernation for me.So i'll like M.I.A for that period of time and after everything is done.It's time for the best times before it's back to muggin in july.Since i'm just doing it for myself now.I dun give a fuck's hell bout anyone anymore.Weeee!Life is fun. It's gonna be pulau ubin for me this sat morning.Gotta go.Cause the last time i bastard them already.

Hmmm.I saw H today in school. I mean i din want to see him.Well alls my fault.If only i had known the truth before i did that stupid thing.I would still be talking to him.Sianded.I know i was asking for it. H and R have been nice to me.They understand except for someone like S.Dame he just asks questions that make fell like crying.Well School ha been fun with F,R,G and the guys. So hopefully the days would get better.So till my next entry.Bubye.

P.S:To all those whose been gosspin bout me.Fuck off.I can't say that to the teachers.But well talk make me confront you.


Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it