Just tell me it's okay to die

Let's say i've been in the worst state ever.A Flu that i've been having for many days and something he said makes me tink twice bout so much of things.I couldn't sleep last night cause of it.Tossing and turning,pondering over it.Wonder if to night it would be any better.I dun want to toss and turn again.Not another sleepless night crying.tears are of no use it's just my decsion with wat the fuck am i gonna do with myself. No more drinks and no more smokes.Just me and time.To leave you like totally or not?I'm so weak at doing that cause u made everything right like all over again.If i leave i'll be MOVING ON from you understand.If i stay,then it's a fucking lie.I knew it, everything was a lie.Expectations were never from me.I never wanted anything but...

Well such a short entry but hope it says much.Depressing kid signing out.

The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass
Time to let go of all we know
and break our hearts in stride.

I need you now more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights
My life on standby.

So standby and watch
This fall away and fall apart.

Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
(NOW... SHE'S...GONE)

Don't worry he Said,
and she's not coming home.
(SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)

It's over and she's gone.

The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass.
I fall to pieces, I can't let go
Of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
(NOW... SHE'S...GONE)

Don't worry he said,
and she's not coming home.
(SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)

It's over and she's gone.

Wake up

WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die
(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die

Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die