I was born in a life that i was meant to end

This is one of the longest times since i've been online blogging.Well busy with loads of things.

Firstly lady alaska got in to the semi finals of the supernova inter-skul rock band competition.which was today.We din get into the finals but the best part was that from the 3 bands in our skul.Represented our skul.Our original is dame nice though.Title:Forgiveness.

The whole of this week was jamming.We had to get ready for our our semi's.So thursday i din go skul cause it was cross-country day.Went to polyclinic to get my knee checked.Now my both knee must wear knne guard durin sports.Stupid sia.After that met up with the guys for jamming.After jam headed down to town with edmund and LMS.Last minute decision of piercing.I pierced my naval.The pain i felt during the process sucked but it's nice now.I love it.

Anyways yesterday was o level result day.He got 13 for L1R4.Happy for him.I passed my syllabus B.So this year free from MT.I better mug like fuck for my o's.That is if i make it to o's.

Anyway today i feel like shit.I got no mood dunno.I feel like killin myself.Well things that we do might be our last.Cause rev will be gone soon.It's a matter of time.Depressing kid is gone now.


You know that I can't see
the damaged marking now
from the corner of my eyes
when this is all stretched out
to the wall and their lips are
shooing out at me

And as I look I see the cracks below,
And I see myself fall into them,
And I see what I've been running from,
And I just don't understand how you're gone,
How could you do this to me?

It's all been opened up
as wide as it can go
Still your lips are shooing out at me
You knew that I can hear every word
you shout at the top of your lungs

And as I look I see the cracks below,
And I see myself fall into them,
And I see what I've been running from,
And I just don't understand how you're gone,
How could you do this to me?

I've seen lovers dance
and I was under the impression
that you felt the same way, too
that you felt the same way, too
that you felt the same way, too
I've seen lovers dancing in windows
I've seen lovers dancing
I've seen lovers dancing in windows
I've seen lovers dancing
I've seen lovers dancing in windows
I've seen lovers dance