The healing scars of a painful day

Skul was so fun today i swear.I laughed till i cried thanks to Khai.Super hilarious.Ernest was another nonsensical guy.Thought i was gonna steal his khalis away.Hahas.Let me say the first fight of the year in Sgs was today.Right outside our class during recess. Eric and his friends beat up this 4na guy.He can tell me so happily that he got suspended for beating the guy up.Eric is just mad. Recess was fun with the guys.Han took wonderful pics of Crazy Fel and mad Rev.Hahas.I shall post them.Accounts was a killer.2periods of accounts.Somemore got test.Wrote most of the answers on the table.Cannot study for this test.Fel and i almost went mad.Went home straight after skul.Mrs chan is so gonna kill me tmr for not staying back for her class.I better stay back next week.

anyways i've decided to go back to my old life.I really can't take love anymore.It kills me badly.Whats the use of always falling but it ends up the wrong way in the end.Screw relationships from now on.No more for me for sure.Until maybe i can trust guys.So untrustable in realationships.Sad case for Rev but i'm gonna enjoy life till i cannot enjoy anymore.Hahas.So yup.Depressing kid signing out.

In my life i don't mean much to anyone
i've lost my way can't go back anymore
once i had everything now it's gone
don't tell me again coz i've heard it all before

some people say that i'm not worth it
i've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
guess i'll give it a try

i've got one last chance to get myself together
i can't lose no more time it's now or never and i try to remember who i used to be
i've got one more chance to get myself together

the time has come for me to change again
i can't carry on like this, i will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me
just give me the time and space to heal my head

i don't wanna be misunderstood
i've got to take this chance and make it into something good