Rain rain go away

I swear the rain is so irritating.The cold weather gets me sick.No one take cares of me and i've to do it all by my lonesome self.

Friday was so fun.The bus trip to NYP was so fun.Khai and the bunch of guys were so hilarious with their hip-hop and RnB antics.When we got down at NYP it was even more funny.Cause Khai realised that he ripped his pants while doing his sexyback routine.hahas.Hilarious Khai.I always laugh till i cry thanks to him.But let me say NYP looks exactly like a hospital.It brings back memories.Stupid skul.So first thing we did was enter their lecture hall for a talk and to watch some stupid video.And as everyone knew it someone would bring up Tammy. It never gets old. After that guess where they had to bring us?To the fucking nursing side.Everything just brought back memories of the first day in the hospital.I just brokedown.I couldn't take it.To know wat Fara went through in the operation theatre and all.Well Stance and Felly Welly comforted me.Crying is the only thing i can do.Wat else is there?After the tour we were allowed to tour the skul ourselves.So Stance,Diq,Han,Wan,Hilmy,Khai,Fel,The twins and me had our own little tour together.It was so fun.Taking pics and all.So i left the skul early cause i wanted to head down to the hospital to see Fara.I went down by myself.Met LMS there.We went in together.I'm telling u now.I din know that her eyes were opened already.I almost brokedown but i had to stop myself cause she can see wats going on now.Even she if she can't recognise.she knows.I went down for a smoke.A way of releasing everything in my mind.Went back up again.Seating outside and Fel,The twins and aaron came.So we went in together.I know they were shocked too.But in the end we started cracking jokes to her and all.I swear she is communicating to us through her eyes.I know it.She managed a tiny smile.We know it.The bunch left but LMS and i still stayed.I spoke to Fara and she held my hand so tight that i could still feel her hand after i released my hand.We went off to meet char and stance at our usual hangout at the yio chu kang road coffeshop.I left early cause had to be back home.

saturday was spent in the hospital for me.I met up with that idiot cause he was gonna teach me Chem.Well he did and Met up with Agi too.So after he taught me we went up to see Fara.Char,Mich and Van was there.I was so pissed at the idiot.After yesterday i dun bother bout him already.why kill myself over him when i know i am not gonna get wat i want?Agi and he left.well i din bother.So char and i stood beside Fara and spoke to her.Her sis sang her a lullaby and she fell asleep.So cute rite?She is exactly like a baby.Char u better learn lullabies.I'm gonna learn some too.So we left.Took the train down to serangoon.Went to the mac to meet Wati.We chatted and wati had to leave.Char and i left about 12 something.Cause i decided to walk back home from serangoon.It was a Fast and long walk back.That was my boring saturday.

Oh ya Lms.Still can't figure out with shit i stepped on.But i guess i din step on any.My ladyluck just came by itself.Well i'm gonna make full use of it since i'm single now.So depressin kid signing out.


Take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

[Chorus:]
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

I lit my pain on fire
And I watched it all burn down
Now I'm dancing in the ashes
And theres no one else around
Cause I wanna be apart of something
This is just a story of a broken soul

[Hook:]
As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem let this all pass me by

I'm burning in the heavens
And I'm drowning in the hell
My souls in a coma
And none of my friends can tell
I'm reaching out of getting something
This is just a story of a broken soul

Don't shut me out

Does anyone around me feel the same
Just put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain

Take Me
Don't Break Me