Would you stay to watch me die?

Words Come Out Like Bitter Pills
A Mouthful That Is Killing Me
Vocalized And Fluid
In This Vanity Parade
These Words Come Out Like Photographs
All Celluloid And Memory
Each One A Turning Moment
Set Loose Inside Our Veins

I'm gonna have a fucking sorethroat soon.I am recovering from my flu but my cough is like getting worst must drink loads of water then.I shall drink up then.

Monday was bad mood day.Really its like morning already i shouted at ppl.But thanks to khai and his crazy antics my day got better.After skul i went mugging at mac with LMS.Nearly 4 hrs of chem almost killed me.But thanks to my idiot i tink tmr i should be able to do it.Thank you idiot.hahas.Well eventually later in the night i got terribly sick.So i took one panadol but my head was hurting dame badly.So as usual complain to him.Asked me to take another one and guess wat?Next morning cannot wake up to go to skul.fuck sia but nvm cause i still did study at home.So shocking but i tink the whole thing that 'o levels is in like october' just hit me.So i'll try to mug to my fullest.So in the afternoon went to jam with the guys.Khai joined us too.It was fun having him there as usual.Well tried out our original.We trying to get it right before the big day which is next sat.Gonna jam ike mad.I gotta create a 15 sec bass solo like by this sat.My brains better work sia.anyway before our time was up we mixed reggae and letters to you acoustic set.It was so nice i swear.If we do record it i shall put it up on our myspace.After went chilling and went to celebrate my mums' b'dae.

Tuesday night was the worst night i only got 2 hours of sleep from 4 to 6.I can't believe it but i'm full of energy still but my brain still not working properly.Well skul was alright.All my 3 tests got pushed to tmr.So tonight while i watch the soccer match i shall mug my heart away.Well tmr is nothing much.Skul as per normal.After skul going town with Fel.Going to Art friend.I'm getting something for vday.I'm hinting here badly that i'm getting something for u on vday.
so after buying the stuff gonna go eat salmon or sushi with LMS and char.Finally after all that talk i'm finally eating it.hahas.

Friday gonna watch caracal.Yeah yeah i'm so happy.finally after so long.Some more only 10bucks.It makes me feel even better.Saturday morning got training.Shit lah.Confirm got injury.My knee is like fuck already.Anyways after that is off to see Fara and then going jamming.Yeah jamming.Hahas.After that might have my alone time cause i dun tink i can go DXO.

So that is my week.Oh ya Vday is like in 14days time.I'm gonna be alone.No one has asked me out yet.So saddening.I'm waiting for that special someone though.so yuppy.Depressing kid signing out.


And So It Ends
It's Just Like In The Movies
In Disappearing Light She Cries Out To The Sky
Her Eyes Aglow With Reflection
This Will Mean I Only Have To Lie To You This One Last Time
I Cant Believe It Took So Long To Find Someone To Believe In
Every Hour Of Every Day Just To Keep Us Hanging Out
I Cant Stand Around While We're Falling To Pieces

Am I Gonna Have To Spend My Whole Life Waiting
Hands In The Air Just Anticipating
You Keep Things Falling Apart As The Moment Passes By
Am I Gonna Have To Spend My Last Redemption
Ten Pounds Of Pain For An Ounce Of Prevention
You Keep Things Falling Apart As The Moment Passes By

You've Got Your Reasons, The Come With Consequences
Those Bitter Colors, It Still Hurts To Remind Us
She Keeps Me Hanging On