Resolutions

Haven written in a lng tym...New year is juz around the corner... Skul is gonna start in less than a weeks tym...Haiz... another year older..Bt its good cause i will be 16...it's bad cause it will be my N's...I'm gonna study everyday without fail... That is my New year's resolutin to study harder and to go to sec 5 and do my o's... This year has been one hell of a year man...Skippin skul...caught smokin...Creatin trouble for myself...Fallin in love and out of love...Lacking in my studies...I can go on and on.... Holidays were alrite...Except tat nite...when i almost died... When i closed death i thought bout the wat would happen if i die... n i realized i'm spoilin everything for myself onli...tat's when i decided tat i dun want to die...I want to live... I had to puck out all the pills i took... It was the worsest nite of my life...I promise myself no mre death shits... no mre drinking till i get wasted...except when it is for fun, joy and laughter...not for depression... I'd luv to thank my best frens for goin through everything wif me... I was happy to meet amaliah nad hang out wif her and fara the othr day...Aft a lng tym seein amaliah.... fara thanks for everything...Best frens forever... Next year it will be juz study and frens....I really dun want anything else...Anyway i am nt wantin anything else anymre... I've sort of given up on luv totally...Aft seein wat it has given me...It will be single all the way for me.... Unless the special smeone can let me believe in luv again...Yup so tats it...

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