My heart is breakin and you are still faking a feeling that u will never know

finally i'm goin faras place to stay over tis sun... Yes man...miss her so much man...We goin clubbin...yes my first tym... anyways... I dunno y bt smething keeps holdin me back frm msgin him... I juz dunno wat... Luv juz holds back everything... I'm really missin him... I guess cause i've nt seen him since skul closed... I've got to ask myself tis question" Does he still luv me?" Hmmm.. a question left unanswered...So many questions all left unanswered.... I dun tink carefully before i say anything..wen it happened i juz said wat i thought at tat moment n never thought bout the future, my feelins n how things would have turned out... i've always had tis problem...I juz say wat cmes to my mind at first...I've gt to tink before i say anything next tym...I end up sayin the wrong things in the end...Hate myeslf for tat...anyways tat is bout it...