Like a sad song,this lullaby whispers,sleeping,and sweet goodnite,and i loved you,you never had to say

I am bored to death...Ya i knw i wen out on mon bt i can't stay at hme...I'm simply waitin for friday...goin vistin wif shikin all...wishin to get money obviously n a day out wif my frens... I dunno wat has happened btw me n him... After tat nite... I dunno wat was wrong wif me tat nite...Bt i did wat i needed to do...I have been wantin to do it ever since he used the word friends...I simply can't stay frens wif him...I mean its him nt smeone else... I tink i've gt to start findin guys out there...Bt i'm still in luv wif him...anyways so yup tat is....