wat the fuck did i dream about?

Yup another day of my fucked up life....I'm fuckin sick...fever,flu n everything tat u can imagine tat would ruin my party on sat nite(tml)...i wish i'm alrite tml nite....Anyway today had the weirdest dream eva...I totally woke up at the end of it...It was dame fuckin shockin...Tis dream tells me tat wat i am nw....no religion n all... I've to be lyk tis....Tat dream was lyk a wake up call...If tis were to realy happen...wat will he do...His got to fight for me.....Which ritesmething tat i don't want.....I don't want my past...Suppose to put it behind me.....Tis dream juz makes me fucked up rite nw.... dunno if i'm ready to tell him....bt my best fren says i should...I oso tink its a sign....anyway i'm dame sick rite nw...so gonna sleep...sleepin over at faras....