if u had really loved me....

Haven written lyk for a very lng tym.... lots have happened which aren't good....juz have to take the fact tt is hw life goes...I guess ppl i really luv don't luv me anymre....which is dame fucked up....everything has to be forgotten...aft my O's i won't be here anymre....I thought of gettin wateva i wanted nw b4 it was too late...bt i can't...so i guess it's tt's it for....everything i wanted i'm nt gonna get....juz have to find something new yah....so anyway i juz want the stuff i can get nw....