How it feels to be alone and not believe...

Y is everyone of ur frens treatin me in tis manner...They treat me lyk hell...I don't feel lyk goin to my classes anymre all cause of you...Wat wrong did i do to you?..All i did was love you lyk hell...bt in the end u played me lyk i was a fool...I hate myself...I feel lyk running away frm all of tis...juz cause of you...Y do tis to me now?...I don't understand life anymre...Wat wrong have i done to you?...Pls tell me...Cause i luv u so....much....U broke my heart into pieces tat shal neva be fixed...only u can fix it back...Sacrifices i've made n i wanted to make was all for no use....Nw i tell u...I don't hate god anymre...U neva understood me in the beginning...We worked everything out...bt u juz threw me away lyk tat....I hate you bt i still luv u...I feel lyk takin revenge for wat u've done...Pls ans my questions....