I'll neva forgive myself for wat i've let you done to me

Lots have happened tat hurts me alot....Firstly he broke off wif me....I dunno wat his real reason is bt i'm dame fuckin pissed off....Cause wat i've let him do to me ....i can neva forget it for the rest of my life...He played wif my heart n in the end i cme to knw tat he has neva loved me....I guess he made me trust him....so he could take advantage of me n juz leave lyk i was sme toy tat can be played wif....But nw the faggot doesn't knw tat i've got his full name,address,his b'dae n his mums number...wat i can do wif all of this can kill him bad....instead of sayin sorry for wat he has done...HE can tell me right in my face tat his neva gonna patch wif me anymre...I made a promise lyk 2 days before...I thought i could sacrifice everything for him bt he does this to me...I thought of stayin in s'pore n not goin to aus cause of him bt he did this to me...I'll neva forget hw much i've loved him...Too many memories to forget...All iwant now from him is did he really loved me or did he juzt use me n played wif my heart lyk a toy?.....