Untrustworthy animals

Gosh his inspirations has become my inspirations in life.Words can really change someone for sure.This person isn't someone special.It's my good old friend and current life mentor,Sadiq.

Many things that i've realised from his words is that he states the truth about how he feels. And i guess i have been lately.Emotions cannot be hidden and we show them in different ways.Words,tears,music and etc.I've shown mine in words and tears.Those are the good things.I've shown my emotions through harming myself in the past but i realise that showing it in this unhealthy way makes it as bad as it already is.I'm learning and i'm staying away from all this unhealthy stuff.I learn to show my emotions and if only i speak then will this die down.I've spoken and i feel way better.Thanking around.

Anyways I've been seriously loving the relationship that i lost to my dumbness. It was only after this relationship that i have lost all trust in men.A feeling that getting the old ways would change everything. But i know this is reality that we live in and what i say is all desires.Desires is what we always want but can never get unless we work for them.So this is the many desires in my life.I miss those and i think i miss you.Cheers.