Realise the beauty in this world before u leave

Updates first!
F1 was awesome cause ferrari is on top with 47 points.Raikkonen went to 1 st position with 29 points and then its hamilton with 20 and robert kubica with 19.Damn it was a good race.Loved it.My only happiness this weekend.
Man u lost to chelsea yesterday.Like wat the hell? But i'm not sad as they're still on top.Left 2 more games and its easy.They'll win both and lift the trophy.Which will let me smile from ear to ear.hahas.
Anyways someone just msged me.Hearing her words today almost made me cry.Cause it really hits me in my heart.It makes me realise that life isn't just filled with all bad.There are the good things that i gotta realise.Well i am realising the good things.But certain things i'm still unsure about.Like guys and trust.Trust is a really hard thing for me now.She let me know that from mistakes are the best lessons learnt. We become better ppl knowing that we can make it better from our mistakes.From today i'm gonna learn how to take life easily and not to be too hard on myself.
Amaliah thanks for calling me and letting me know that my entry yesterday made almost cry. I happy to know my words have touched u and i hope it has inspired u?
I should have always kept in contact with fara.Cause to receive the comment from her telling me that she missed me almost made me cry. I have to visit her.My strengths partly comes from her.Man how much i love her.I will held in all my tears till i find the right time to let them all out to the right person.
Anyways cheers.Live life to the fullest.

you've got this new head filled up with smoke
and i've got my veins all tangled
close to the jukebox bars you frequent
the safest place to hide
long nights filled with your most obvious weaknesses
you start shaking at the thought
you are everything i want
cause you are everything i'm not

we lay, we lay together
just not too close, too close
(how close is close enough?)
we lay, we lay together
just not too close, too close

i just want to bring you down so badly
well i trip over everything you said
i just want to bring you down so badly
in the worst way

my inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
in time it says, "you, oh, you are so cool"
it says, "of the shades across the bed
you are red, violet red
you hollow out my hungry eyes
you hollow out my hungry eyes"

we lay, we lay together
just not too close, too close
(how close is close enough?)
we lay, we lay together
just not too close, too close

i just want to bring you down so badly
well i trip over everything you said
i just want to bring you down so badly
in the worst way
i just want to bring you down so badly
well i trip over everything you said
i just want to bring you down so badly
in the worst way

we're gonna make damn sure
that you can't ever leave me
no you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far from me
i'll make damn sure
that you can't ever leave
no you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far from me
you won't ever get too far

i just want to bring you down so badly
well i trip over everything you said
i just want to bring you down so badly
in the worst way (worst way)

i'm going to make damn sure
i just want to bring you down so badly
i'm going to make damn sure
i just want to bring you down so badly
in the worst way, worst way...