Gut feeling

Really my days are filled with shitty happenings and hearings.I just had this gut feeling from last night and it still has left me. Did he block me from msn?His way of avoiding me, i guess.It's just a real bad feeling that really sucks. And i come to find out today from a source that is my secret,that his a player with game.I knew a guy that look that good couldn't be trusted.And let me say i'm not thrash talking here.Seriously its fucking facts face it. Like fuck!I just feel like screaming that out all day.My went so heavy after hearing that unwanted news.It really sucked feeling that feeling all over again.I hate it.AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHhh..............Damn it! Tmr i'm gonna have a heart to heart with my secret source that i shall not name.I think she is my only hope with the truth.Men they will never be trusted and never can be.But then gain there are a few who are really the nice ones.See i ain't thrash talking men.I've seen how nice they can be but i dun understand why they choose to be such fuckers in life.C'mon treat a lady right and u'll get things that u want.I know since i'm...ahem.....Well anyways my point my days are fucked with men.
Conclusion: His either not online cause his out or he blocked me and the stupid programming is fucked.So i wouldn't know if he blocked me.KNNBCCB.