Realists[Theory of truth]

Well gut feelings are always right but the reason was never known and i came out.I got the truth but we'll never know if it really is but at least all the unsatisfactory feeling is gone.That is the happiest part of it all.I've to thank people firstly sadiq and willy were people who could say everything to.And they let me know everthing is bound to be alright and i shouldn't think so much.I can't believe i cried to willy today morning.But it was good.Letting everything out.I gotta thank denise for the heart to heart today.Really let me look at guys in a diff way.Cause of her i'm gonna be very careful.A player who knows his game.Like seriously fucked shit but i am gonna watch my every move.I really see that i've grown to be a sensible person but still the things i do gotta change. Mum even said i was an analytic person. I was taken aback but i'm a realists.I realised that after today.I'm not a constructivists.I hate those people.I was once one.Anyways i loved all the hugs today as well.The made me felt that i was cared for.Seriously starting to love my surroundings,meaning the people around me.Yep so this is my happy life.Cheers.

P.S:To the person who called me today asking if i was alright.Seriously i am alright. I'm not saying it to make me feel in that way but i really am inside and out.If i wasn't i would have started using my drugs last week already.I'm seriously stronger and i know how to control my emotions better.Suituations such as this are nothing to me.I think i've dealt with worst.But i really appreaciated the call.