My everyday wars

Monday, May 26, 2008

Proof!

*screams* I seriously am starting to hate this place i call home.I always thought it would be a safe place to come to and where i can find comfort. But i dun find any of that. I just come home to little things that ge blown out of proportion. It's just really unreasonable things that become really huge matters.Words that are used just hits me at the right spot and it hurts so badly.But i put on a a strong face each time i come home. This is a feeling no one would want to feel.I'll just go to school and try to come home as late as possible cause it is really killing me day by day. I really don't want to do stupid stuff anymore.I've been putting those stuff away and i will.Cause using them just causes more problems for me not for the ppl around me. I'm seriously hating all of this but i'm strong.I find happiness in schoo with my friends and my friends who keep me happy. I just can't wait to go out and hang out cause it makes me forget all this awful feelings. I'm gonna keep myself occupied with the positive things in life and not the negative.

So put all the bad things of life aside. I went to skul at a proper timing today.Even though i was late.Well i was happy that it made to school at a time where i din miss the awesome documentary that we watched. You guys have to watch this documentary as well. It's called 'Capturing the Friedmans'. Another injustice that has not died. But i felt each one of them and how they felt.I almost cried at the end cause it was so sad. Words and phrases can change one when you watch it. It's not for the faint hearted or it is just for some who wants another true story that changed an entire community.Well it was fun today watching it for cognitve lesson and all.

Tmr is enterprise.Yeah! Hot faci.hahas. I got UT in the morning.Damn it but its cognitive so its alright.I'll have to rush to school to be on time. I wanna get through it and i have cheerleading training tmr.Yeah cause i dun need to be home early to a screaming house with problems that i dun want to hear about. I'll put all my negative energy into the training tmr.So yuppy.

Thats about it.Cheers!

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