My everyday wars

Friday, May 30, 2008

One of those nights

I seriously dun get wat she wants. I'm in skul and that she already make her happy.So many times have i wanted to drop out of skul. It's still at the back of my mind but i know i've been given a second a chance and i'll stay on.I'm destined for so much more. But she has to understand that my IGs get me to graduate without it i can just not go to skul at all.I was making her understand in the most reasonable tone and she screams at me and throws something at me. Like piss off. I'm tryin not to shout.If you dun want to pay for my skul then dun pay for it.I'll see how i stay in skul then. I find her the most unreasonable person in my life. I wanted to stay home tmr night just cause of her and she pulls me into this state.I'm defying and going to chill with my friends tmr. Cause seriously i try to make an effort to change but you just make me become defiant.This is one of those nights where i feeling like falling out but i'll put this all behind and forgot about negativity.I look forward to school and meeting my friends after that. This is what i'm here for not to live life for negativity.Well this is the inside of my life with my mum.It sucks to live with someone who is very unreasonable and doesn't want to listen first. Well i was born into this and it's meant to be an obstacle till i'm on my own two feet to face more of the othe problems in life. Like work and other stuff.Well thats the future and i'm tinking abit too far.So i shall leave it at here.Cheers.

I've been let loose and now I'm crawling up the wall
Word is I got away and now I must be caught

Don't leave, take it from me
I've been more than a king
I can't take that, I can't take that

I'm going crazy and I've been awake for days
My mirrors are stained with pain and portraits of your face

Don't leave, take it from me,
You're my dirty disease.

My flatlined inhibition is my ammunition
I'm just fighting to get by
Just give me some direction
I'll be your affection
How could you leave me behind?

I'm a mess and
Your words just give me time
To give you a waste of time
One of those nights
When you leave me for no reason
I'll give you a reason

[Brendon Urie]:
If seconds heal the wounds
I'll put these tips on you

I brought apologies, I've tried even a bouquet
Just to find out that my face had been replaced
Deceived, it was a breeze,
I was tossed to the street

I can't take that, I can't take that

My flatlined inhibition is my ammunition
I'm just fighting to get by
Just give me some direction
I'll be your affection
How could you leave me behind?

I'm a mess and
Your words just give me time
To give you a waste of time
One of those nights
When you leave me for no reason
I'll give you a reason
(x2)

[Brendon Urie]:
If seconds heal the wounds
I'll put these tips on you
When faith is left to prove
It's all you have to lose.

[Patrick Stump]:
I'm a mess and
Your words just give me time
To give you a waste of time
One of those nights
When you leave me for no reason
I'll give you a reason

I'm a mess and
Your words just give me time
To give you a waste of time
One of those nights
When you leave me for no reason
I'll give you a reason

p.s: The cab is amazing. should get their album.Indie is love.


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