Far away

The last tym i wrote it was last year...My first post for tis year... It's cny today...Kinda borin....It's mum's bdae...So we ordered pizza...My grades have been awesome.... Haven failed anything yet...good start...Dropped my mother toungue...so no tamil papers to take...I luv tis year....Have been hangin out wif sadiq,Raihan,shasi n amaliah alot...It's dame fun hangin out wif them....U can never be sad or whatsoever... Tml i'm goin to esplanade to hang out for awhile then headin back hme...Saidq n amal is cmin over.... I'm learnin to play the bass guitar...Sadiq has promised to teach me... Seriously i've been havin lots of fun tis year... My marks have been great n all.... I've got confidence tat i can pass tis year... Haja n me are lyk total strangers in skul seriously...I dun knw y i juz dun have the courage to say hi to him...I'm juz so cold suddenly when i see him...Bt i've gt to build up my courage....Sadiq finally knws my secret... He was so shocked....Bt its the truth...bt the problem is should i tell Haja a nt...I'm seriously in dilemma... If i told him...would he care?...Tat is wat i'm scared bout...Cause i still luv him...Bein hurt by him will be painful.... I dun want tat to happen to me... Anyway i'm still tinkin whether i should tell him a not... So tats it n i'm out