giving up on her and not giving up on him

Okay seriously i dun get his fucking problem. He comes back for i dunno what. I start screwing myself all over again.Can't eat.feel like someone has beaten me up. I haven done one thing yet.my drugs.I wonder how bad it will get this time till i touch my drugs.I really dun want to though.I've had enough the last time.But it seems like it's starting all over again.I'm giving up on her and not giving up on him. It's sick when i say that.Lets not get into it too much.I got my hair dyed by the way.the colour really sucks badly.It's fucked up how it looks on me.That is how bad it is on me. Last night went to long john to slack with little miss sueey and the malster. Kinda boring but it just got fun with all our lame shit and all.so yup that is about it.



When I'm lying in your bed play the motions through my head
you know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking...
and I have reasons to believe that I'm not the only
one you spend this time with, but I'll stay...
[Chorus]
You say...you're weak,
you wont let me down [x2]
you lie through your teeth
you smile in your sleep [x2]
When we met you said we were the same, you know
that we're different, we're different,
and all the times you promised me that everything would
work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken
[Chorus]
You lie [x4], you lie through your teeth
you wont let me down, you lie
I deserve better than this
I drain myself for only one, your way(x4), you gasp for air, let's think this through, i'll seep through you, your pale(x4), your pale blue eyes
when you're lying in your bed, the eulogies been read
you know that it's fitting, you lie
[Chorus]
You smile [x4] I deserve better than this