30 cuts just for you

I feel so lost without him.I haven eaten a proper meal.I've lost weight.Haven slept properly.I feel lyk someone has beaten me up.My drugs have become my daily usage.30 cuts just for you.I try to study but i just cry. Baby what must i do to get you back.I hate hakim.It is all cause of him.Tmr his dead i dun care.I trusted Fadly and he went to tell Hakim and Enoch.Was totally pissed at Fadly.But i realized his just worried for me.I realize everyone is worried for me.Guys thanks for your concern seriously. But i'm trying as hard as possible.It's just hard.I thought i got a second chance in love but everything went wrong.Why do perfect things have to go wrong for me?I just love him so much.I'm not giving up on him. Maybe he might realize that i really love him.Anyway the more i talk about it.It just hurts more.So our bands name has changed.We are called Lady alaska now. A really nice name though.Hazwan comes up with unique and nice names.All the teachers have found out bout our band.Everyone is shocked though.But if we do make it.It would be worth it all man.All our hard jam sessions.My fingers have small line scars on them.When i get my bass it might be worst.But it will all pay off. Sadiq looks down on my bass skills.I'm goin to show it to him that i can play that solo for the silverstein song. How much pain and hardwork it takes.I dun care.I will play that solo not hazwan.So yup guys.Thats it.Emo punk outta here.*Rabbit*