London dispersion force

ERGH! I'm fully disappointed at myself cause i slept in for my UT and i was in skul for the second meeeting only.Even being in skul i din want to be there.I forced myself out of bed just to drag myself to skul.Why me? I think my insomia problems are back,well it has never left me. I've always had insomia.But still i'm disappointed with myself.Kill me like seriously.I hope i go to skul tmr.



I'm sick of people telling me that i'm skinny or that i'm ano or watever.Cause it's annoying.I've tried so many ways to put on weight but it doesn't go into me cause my metorbolism is so fucking high and furthermore i'm super hyper. ERGH!



All my flaws that make me hate myself. But i dun show it cause its meant to be kept.I want o have happy memories not sad ones.I put on a strong front always.Like today, Can you believe i couldn't present my slide and had to get daryl to do mine and i do his.Just cause i couldn't stop laughing.hahas.That is why skul is fun.



Alritey.Gonna get stuff done and try to hit the bunk early.I'll try to get up at 2.45 to watch the germans and the turkish duke it out.