my much awaited trip to england

Hmmm...life has been messed up for sure.My depression is like...yup killing me.I've done something that i haven done in over a year.Yes started using my drugs again.Well not much effects as the pain isn't the same. Things at home aren't that good.My last resort of a skul is going to lasalle.Yup i knw i'm not much of an art person. My love life is definately screwed up for sure. I just had a fall out with him cause his pissing me off.I dun have anything with him but we are already having fall outs. Well i guess thats what screwing with a much older man does. Fred is a whole another story. Decided to just hang out as friends. He starts skul next week like damn. But i still got Rhianne to burn my time with.She asked me to go to england with her.That is in july and if i have the money for my air ticket. It would be cool to see their house in england and all.The country of soccer. May have my sleepover at their house this friday.That is if my mum and i are alrite. Hopefully we are. I've got to work in the afternoon.Damn! early morning for me tmr and seeing him after so long. It's only a week since we..erm...Okay! getting over my depression till my next entry.