Result release

Well this post was supposed to be a long time ago.But i shall not bother sayin wat i got cause i din get into any bloody poly. So screw it. my options are open but parents are as usual not agreeing. well life goes on. So life has been fucked.My depression came back today.with all that has happened how could it not. I cut myself which i've not done in over a year now.so its really fucked. well he is speaking to me and i talked to him. his really nice about it but men they love defending themself. screw it. I can't say much cause i'm not in a relationship with him. i wanted to tell him bout the whole thing where i wanted more then us in bed but i couldn't. but still we're best of buds. Well i dated a english guy who is like 3yrs yonger then me. but his like the most cutest and sweetest guy i knw. we had an open and honest chat last night. which i'm happy about. well he wants me to go wakeboarding with him. i've never tried it but new opportunities to try new stuff comes once in a lifetime. so i'll try.well rhianne will be there,his elder sis.She's nice too. English ppl are definately the nicest ppl around and they live in manchester.like them cool. os thats about what i've gone through in life an i'll write more.