Marriages,Relationships and Hook-ups

Today is my worst day ever.Morning had to get up at 8am for my friends wedding.So that was alright.After that got back home.So dame fucking tired.Thats when my day started falling.Then i realized we were not jamming.I've got three fucking songs to learn.I only have one day to learn it all.Fuck man.If i screw this gig i will cry.I don't care what the fuck people say.

Anyway the person i thought i hada crush turned out that i don't just have a crush.I fell for him badly.now after a long 1hour lecture i'm keeping my distance.His younger i know but in love age does not matter.But to fall in love again.It's just so hard to do that.I know things that is why i've kept a distance.No more flirting with him.I thought of confessing to him but now.I think i shouldn't.People it's not Hazwan if that is who you are thinking about.

Well i bout a macbeth shoe for 118 bucks.yup it's original.Straight out of 2001.His called Eliot.I've started naming the things that i love.Yesterday sent Malacai for servicing.His my bass.I paid like 40 bucks for him.I love him though.Without him i would not be bassist for Lady Alaska.

Well on the gig day there will be a total diff thing to me.I'm getting my hair done.so people check out my new hair.

Anyway till my gig day it's that's all.emo punk never dies.*rabbits*