My imperfections are badges of honor

I'm so f-ing tired.It's only the second day of school.Maybe give it time and i'll be used to it.Today was cultural studies.So we studied on conflicts.I swear it was so social studies. I dun like my group today.Hopefull for science tmr it would be a better group.Shit its science tmr. Gonna be so boring.
Well having someone tell me his problems has gotten me thinking of stuff that i've kept buried.Well i was going through a journal entry of my angel and i came across a very motivational entry.Here it is.
” “We make the sun shine” - a phrase often used in my vocabulary describing an intense and abrupt feeling that I wish to hold onto. I wish that I could describe the beauty in a sunset. I wish, oh how I wish. However, words as lonely, misguided and feeble as mine may come out. Why do they believe in me? Who knows? Maybe I was given a gift. It is there, but like so many things in life, it takes merely one thing, persistance…maybe if I switched focuses I would lose it. Me and my psycho analytical pretentious way of ruining everything that I touch. At least I make sense in my own head. Love will come, and in many forms. When I’m understood even through my muttering and dancing around my words in a stuttering two step. Or a simple sigh that can be read from the tips of my fragile fingertips down to my walked on, and always moving toes. In time? Haha…time ? Sometimes I don’t have enough, and other times I find myself drowning in it. ”
….today, find something that makes you smile, hold it tight and say “we make the sun shine” for me, for yourself. any type of noun(person, place or thing) will do. whether all of you realize it or not, you are all the reason mine rises, and then continues to shine bright in the empty sky each and every day.
-craig owens

It makes me think about alot of stuff.Especially the last part where he said find something that would make me smile.Motivational ain't it. You know who you are. I think you need this words. Alritey till next time.Cheers.